I can't tell you how long its been since Jack left or when I left my brother and the band. But I don't worry about that. Without me around he can't think that he's doing something best for both of us. He can make choices for his friends for the band if he sees fit.
But bad ones I'm there to change his mind. But never ever for me or for my boyfriend. Jack is my choice. He's mine. Something that's mine and only mine. Whether he's a "member" of the band or not. He chased after me flirted with me he didn't do those things for the band or with the band for me with me.
Everything he's done is for me and with me. But let's go back to the day I got there. The day I left. I didn't know how long I was planning on staying away. I told mom everything I told G&K everything and they knew I needed time away whether because of Jack or because of Ken.
But they all also knew that Kendall was upset as well and needed time. Jack kept his promise we talked to each other everyday and facetimed or whatever everyday on like on Zoom or something or skype or something. The only constant in my life.
I had a lot of time to think not as much as I thought I'd had Seattle wasn't that far from L.A. I got on that plane feeling upset but I also knew there was a familiar face waiting for me when I got off. I got off with a smile on face and laughing when I saw them. I wasn't expecting all of them.
It was a good surprise a happy surprise. I couldn't remember if I had told Farrah/Jade that I was coming or if she or Alice saw it happen in a vision. Had it been my idea or hers? I couldn't tell you my heart had been too broken I'd been so upset.
But she told me what happened on her end. She told me that she told the others since she had changed everyone's moods by how upset she had been. She was upset for me. Flinching at the touch of her shoulder from her brother as he made sure she was ok.
He'd told her that she could calm down that no one was gonna hurt her. She was still feeling jumpy from whatever it was she was going through herself. Told him she was fine but had just talked to me. How upset I'd been. They didn't care why they just said I should come see them.
That they would help me through whatever it was I needed. Whenever I needed it. On the day I was coming to stay with them they decided I could use some cheering up and some familiar faces. They made me all welcome signs. Carlisle had asked them all who was joining him in picking me up.
Bella and Jessica and Jade and Jacob and Edward all in his car and Carlisle Esme Emmett Rosalie Jasper and Alice going in other cars. Billy didn't care where Jake was he knew he was safe and that Jake didn't care what anyone thought. Billy had let it go a long time ago.
Sam on the other hand could and should just learn to get over it. Because Jake was just going to do as he wanted anyways. Whether out of spite or not. I had gotten my bags and went down the escalator. I frowned until I saw them then I'd had a big smile on my face.
I knew that at least their Farrah would be there probably with Edward and that would mean Jacob and Bella as well but I didn't think the whole family was going. I laughed when I saw them all. As one by one they all group hugged me. They got my stuff loaded up in Edward's car.
They'd saved me a spot in the car with them. Then we went back to their house. I pulled my phone turning airplane mode off and texted my mom and pretty much everyone else that I was there now and I had no idea how long I'd be away. Kelly would let me know when they needed me back.
I would need someone to come get me from the airport on my way back so I explained Farrah Eppes what had happened and she told me they'd be there to pick me up when I was ready to come home. Mom told me to have fun. Jack was going to bed or asleep at the time.
