Today (outfit 39) myself and the guys were on sat, we were supposed to be going live for some big segment thing or whatever, and Katie was busy playing a video game and we had mom with us. She was barely awake, it was 5am, and we were supposed to be preforming on live T.V.
And since Gustavo had come to a liking of some kind of my boyfriend he's our official/unofficial band photographer. He also tries to help me with lyrics. He's what my director would call a floater which pretty much just means do whatever you're told. Which he does, no problem there. But, he came with us.... We were supposed to be preforming Till I Forget About You, and I had an outfit to change into for later for that performance, but I had everything I'd thought I'd need today including my laptop, with all my music software and stuff, so that I could go over the song, you know just to see if there was anything wrong with it or needs fixing or what have you.
IDK, there's something about the song that feels off to me, no matter what the guys say. There was something about it that was bothering me, and IDK why. Not to mention I had my headphones and the video of the dance on my laptop and phone so that while we wait I could practice cause I'm still bad at dancing and of course now we understand why thanks to my math lessons with Kelly.
There was no way I was gonna embarrass myself in front of live T.V. everyone kept telling me I'd be fine and that everything was great, but I can't help but to get nervous in front of the cameras. IDK, I love to preform and I'm the lead singer in our band, I do this all the time. Ok, so Jack and I....I say grabbing his arm, are gonna go find some place to work, don't bother me or come get me unless it's an emergency, like life and or death kind of emergency. I have lots of work to do before our performance. Love you all, good morning but please stay away from me until the performance please and thank you. Love you guys. I hugged them all, kissed Ken's cheek, my mom's forehead and ruffled Kattie's hair as I rushed Jack off with me.
The producer of the show came to get the band, and give them all a tour of everything. Katie reminded Ken that he better not wake mom up before she's had her full 8 hours of sleep, so he didn't, and she asked if they were missing anyone but the guys said that I was practicing getting ready for the performance. She smiled her over happy 99.99% sure fake smile and they continued on.
And then she took everyone to the Green Room to eat, drink meet the other guests, sit and relax the guys went right to the food. Jack and I went right into a sound booth/ dance room/ practice room. Where we went through the song over and over constantly where I was glad to have a boyfriend such as Jack to deal with my craziness almost as well if not better than my "brothers." Mostly in which consisted on the dance to the song, that was gonna take the most time.
Jack is a fantastic dancer, and isn't too bad vocally either. He would have no problems or trouble being able to help me with all and anything I'd need from him which was amazing cause he's also amazingly patient, which I'd need someone to have a lot of with me, especially since I'm utterly and completely in no way shape or form a morning person. And if they didn't want to let out my inner demon inside of me, maybe literally given the fact that the Cullen squad has turned me and given me that medicine or whatever to make sure nothing gets activated till my 18th birthday. As for told in our homesick chapter/episode or what have you.
But back in the Green Room things went from perfect, rainbows and puppies and smile dip to rawr! Meaning, that the show was running long and our performance was being cut that we needed to wake up mom and get out. Which was a big problem! And before this all happened I warned the guys....
Or in the band's case not screw/mess anything up.... And what do you we think is gonna happen?! That's right! They can't go one day.... Ok, it's not their fault we got cut, but I know they were gonna mess something up to make sure we preformed, but at least this time their intentions were for something good and this time hopefully doing more good than bad.... One can only hope *sigh* anyways....
And so, they all chased after the producer and ask her what she meant by us being cut. *Ug* It's no wonder they're probably not doing well in class, it seemed pretty clear to me and I wasn't even there at that time. Not to mention it was James's # 7 thing on his list of things to do before he turns 20, was to be on live T.V. which he then pulled out to show everyone.
She said that her show was 4:30 mins too long and that she made the decision to cut us. Since their viewers needed all those other unnecessary things, such as the weather for instance, like for example here in KS/MO OCT 14th 2018 the weather said 30% of snow which I won't believe until I see it, but would be a beautiful 21st birthday present for myself. That's right guys happy birthday to me I'll be 21 in an hour from now at 11:00pm currently. But I don't trust the weather app cause when I ask my weather app if its raining it says no when it clearly is, and the weather forecast stuff is always 80% wrong most of the time anyways, but anything can happen in KS/MO so not the least impossible unbelievable thing to happen.... But if it did Jack Frost you're a bit early my friend ;) just saying.... That being said, getting back now....
And at RR Kelly and Gustavo were there and Kelly was knocking at Gustavo's door to get him up so that they could meet us at the studio and Gustavo was also complaining about shooting our stuff so early in the morning as he hopped the boys minus Jack wouldn't do anything to mess this up, but we all probably know that they would, and it was messed up alright it just wasn't their fault.... This time anyways.
Unfortunately it just kept getting worse for them, cause Griffin and his goons showed up for a surprise inspection oh joy! Hear that sarcasm?! But no one told them that, but he never does but he was happy to see that his employees were up and at work by 5am and they got an A for their work, but G&K really didn't have time for that and tried to escape but they weren't going anywhere until the evaluation was finished and what Griffin says goes.
When Kelly tried to text us and tell us all they'd be running late, Kelly couldn't find her phone and one of his goons had it in her hand, so that clearly wasn't going to happen, but this should get very interesting considering it was an evaluation from top to bottom and some of it Griffin would be making up as he went along. Like seeing how well RR gave haircuts. I could tell this was gonna get ridiculous real fast, as if it hadn't already.
And back at the studio the guys were still trying to come up with a plan with the producer of the show on how we could still preform and not be cut and keep the show in its time frame, that way everyone got what they wanted. Let's watch and see how this plays out ladies and gentlemen.... Shall we? I'm sure it won't be good. And so one min everything was all happy again and she was smiling her big fake smile and the next the guys were following her into a trap. And which of course this now means war for the boys.
At RR after the haircuts Griffin looked great, but his person that got the other haircut.... Yeah not so much. Kelly is awesome with a pair of scissors, but Gustavo....Eesh! Should stick to music. And because of that they got a D for haircutting. And to them haircutting was useless but to Griffin's "logic" which Charlie would argue with, which we should've just asked him to help do since it sounded like money and numbers and math and whatever.... But that if they could give good haircuts they could make a budget look good or something like that.
And for overall performance they had B- which is still pretty good, except he said they needed an A if they wanted to stay in the building, which is such BS! Especially since Griffin is like Alice's Queen of Hearts and plays by his own rules and isn't in anyway logical. He's mad like the Madhatter. And if they don't deliver the expensive, pretty office would go to someone who could like the gaming division.
And if RR doesn't pass then we all get moved to the storage warehouse. And as for the gamers they couldn't wait to start movin' in. Just like I did over this fall break, I previously had problems with my bitchy roommate and finally got all my stuff switched to another room down the hall, but not far enough if you ask me, and she doesn't even want to be at this school! But this isn't about me it's about BTR, but just trying to be "Credible."
And Kelly said we were gonna make him a lot of money selling our CDs from after our rockin' live performance and that we're probably warming up right now. Jack and I were, but the boys were freaking out since we should be and I'd tried to call Kelly and ask how long until they got there and started panicking when there was no answer and started pacing, while Jack was trying to calm me down.
Farrah, look at me.... He tells me placing his hands on my shoulders. His ice cold soothing wonderfully calming hands.... Sorry.... As his beautiful blue eyes starred deep into my own eyes and all I could think about was kissing his lips. Hey yo girl snap out of it! Wake up girl! Anyways.... Hey Farr's are you listening? You're right Jack I'm sorry. You're great thank you for helping me, you're right I'm sure everything's fine we've got plenty of time I'm now just a little worried about the guys and that we all should be warming up right now and we're not. Hey ok, breathe Farrah breathe.
He gave me a light smile as he stroked my hair, and I pulled his hand to my cheek as I smiled lightly keeping his touch as he played with my hair. I'm sure everything will be fine. Jack..... Sh, sh.... Listen to me. Have I ever been wrong before? No. I said letting my smile drop suddenly. Do you trust me? Yes. I nodded. When was the last time something couldn't get fixed? You're right Jack I'm sorry. I *sigh* hanging my head.
He took his fingers and lifted my head up with them as he we locked eyes again. It's not your fault, you shouldn't be apologizing for anything. But hey if its any constellation even if the guys aren't here right now warming up at least you have been and you will and you'll be ready. He said kissing the top of my nose. A small smile trails back to my lips. You're right Jack. I'm glad your here. I smile up at him placing my a bit warmer hand onto his cheek, as my thumb rubs it. He slides his other hand down gently. I wasn't sure what he was planning on doing but just in case I just ended up intertwining our fingers.
He dropped his hand from my face. What was that for? You started moving your other hand, and I wasn't sure what you were doing with it? I was just gonna wrap my arm around you, to pull you closer. What did you think I was gonna do? It's not important. I tell him lacing his other hand with my other one. My eyes are no longer in contact with his own, they've trailed to his lips. He starts leaning in. We share a sweet little kiss. As adorable as we are, I should get back to work I mumble. Yeah you should get warmed up. He mumbles back as we both slowly pull away from each other.
Back with the guys.... Somehow they managed to get Katie involved who was busy with her game. Which actually whatever she said was going on in her game sounded similar to something that was going on with our current situation but as she came out the guys thanked her for opening the door, and left her alone and snuck back in as spy music is cued in. Now they set up their hopefully cleaver plan.
Logan grabbed the laptop, the guy that was supposed to be doing the talking on the talk show was going through warm ups and hair and makeup and this was just step one of part one of their plan to cut time from the other segments so that we could preform on live T.V. The guys were planning on messing with the teleprompter, while Logan worked his magic to help speed things along. They were attached and the teleprompter was all theirs.
Well my sisters told me not to bother them, so hopefully Jack is keeping Farrah busy and helping her, Katie is set and distracted with her game and mom is sound asleep in the Green Room. Cause it would be a disaster to wake her up, and demonic to go distract Farrah from what she's doing even though we all agree she's fine and that everything's fine and that we're all in agreement that everything will be fine, and we know that she'll be ready and is ready but sadly has no confidence in herself even though she's totally and utterly amazing and everyone loves her. All: Totally!
So, when it gets closer to that time, she brought a sec outfit to change into and we'll need someone to go grab her and Jack, and I'll happily do that. We'll be rushing things along and be ready for the performance in no time. So, how about I text my sister warn her that the show will be getting sped up and to go change into her performance outfit now so that she's ready to preform. Then 5 mins before we preform, I'll go get her and we'll do our performance.
Once I get said text..... No! No, no, no! What did they do?! What's wrong? Jack asks rubbing my back looking over my shoulder? Ken just texted and said that the show would be moving ahead of schedule and that I should go change into my performance outfit now and that he'll come get me 5 mins before we go on. Ken what did you do?! I growled to myself. As I rushed off to the nearest dressing room and changed (outfit 40) and of course you all know the rules no make up or heels they must be boots or sneakers no crop tops or short shorts just be jeans or at least knee length if it is a crop top a tank top goes underneath including see through Est.... Moving on!
