Anime One Shot Book 2 - Requests Open

227. Haikyuu: N/A ~ Mr. R Alternative Pt. 2 DEPRESSING

WARNING! THIS IS SAD! SAD ENDING! IT HAS SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE IN IT.

Shoyou stopped talking to me after two weeks of being with (Y/n), though I would still see him since he would come to Aoba Josai from time to time to see (Y/n). I greeted him a few times until I stopped. Waiting to see if he would say anything. But no. He never texted me, asking if I was okay.

"Ya know...I just noticed you are always wearing gloves." Tomio-Kun said during the break,

"Oh yeah...isn't that against the dress code?" Miwa-chan smirked,

"The teachers know. So does the principal; they're allowing it since I got injured." I said,

"You're cutting yourself on your hands?!" she gasped loudly,

Everyone was now looking at me, and they began to whisper.

"I was washing dishes when I dropped a kitchen knife. I like to cook." I told her,

"Did you need stitches?" Kin-chan asked, worry on her face.

"Yes... I looked at her as I talked. I had to go to the hospital, they said to keep it covered for a few months."

"Can we see?" Shinji asked,

I hesitated, before sighing as more male students asked to see. I slipped off my glove and unwrapped my hand so they could see the stitches in my hand. The girls all squealed in disgust while the guys all looked at it curiously; some were disgusted. I wrapped my hand back up and slipped the glove back on just as the teacher came in. He looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

"...They asked." I shrugged my shoulders.

....

For a week, everyone in school, including my seniors, came to ask to see my scar. It was getting a bit annoying, but I heard some rumors about me. I did it on purpose to seek attention. Ah...I was wondering when this would start.

~Third Year's Graduate~

I was now a Second-Year, and I was in hell. I started getting picked on for being an attention seeker, and the cut on my hand was done on purpose. (Y/n) confronted me about being the reason why people don't take suicidal people seriously because there are phonies who cut to get attention. When I had told her that I didn't do it on purpose and to ask Shoyou if I would even do such a thing, I got a text from him telling me not to cut myself for attention. That was it. That broke me.

~First Year of College~

I was attending the same college as Hinata and (Y/n), some others were I recognized from the time (Y/n) almost killed herself. I only found out we were attending the same college because I applied to be a Manager, and I got accepted since I knew how to play. But, (Y/n) was taken too. It wasn't a surprise; something else that wasn't a surprise, everyone loved her. Don't be jealous. I'm not going to stay alone, and no one will say I'm a phony.

"Seriously? She hurt herself for attention?" Atsumu scoffed,

I froze; everyone was looking at me. Of course, she would tell them.

"It's a Rumor from High School, and it's not true. Not like any of you would believe me, though. So think about what you want...I'm not coming back here." I looked at the Coach before leaving; what was the point?

~~~

I stood on the top of Tokyo Tower. There were many people here, well, not like anyone cared about me. I held the phone to my ear as it rang.

{"Hey Sora!! I was just about to call you! Sho-nee said you quit being a Manager! He won't tell me why," Natsu said cheerfully,

I could hear voices on the other end; they were all familiar.

"Whose all there?" I asked her as I leaned on the railing.

{"Nee-san, (Y/n)-san, his team, his old team, and a bunch of others from back then- oh! There are people from your high school here too! - Why??" she asked innocently.

"...Can you put me on speaker and tell everyone to shut up and listen?" I asked her, my voice cracking slightly.

"HEY! SHUT UP!! SORA-SENPAI WANTS TO TELL US SOMETHING!!" Natsu yelled at the top of her lungs.

"Thank you, Natsu-chan...I quit being a Manager because I'm a Phony." I told her,

{"What do you mean, Phony?"} Natsu asked,

{"She cut her hand for attention; it was deep enough for her to need stitches." Atsumu scoffed,

{"What? - Where did you hear that from?!" Natsu yelled in anger,

{"It was going around before we graduated...it was a rumor, though," someone said, probably from my high school.

{"You all believed that stupid rumor?! -...hey...Sora, where are you?" Natsu asked worry and fear in her voice.

{"I've always had a crush on Shoyou, well. Until my third year, during the rest of High school, I fought a lot after the rumor started going around. And I lost most of those fights, but I started winning my fights as soon as I got to college, thinking things would be different. No one would think I was a phony. But then they did. It started going around the college, and I started losing my fights again." I said as I sniffled, as tears fell.

{"I told you to call me! I promised I would fight with you!" Natsu yelled at me,

{"Natsu, you shouldn't be getting into fights at all!"  Shoyou shouted at her

{"...Did you forget? - How could you forget?! I had nightmares for months!" Natsu screamed at her brother.

{"Ne. You guys care about Natsu-chan, too, right?" I asked the group as I sniffled and rubbed my eyes to remove the tears.

{"Of course we do! That's a stupid question!" (Y/n) said,

"Good. Take care of her. Ah, and to answer your question. I'm at Tokyo Tower; it has a beautiful view." I said, placing my phone on the ground after putting it on Speaker.

I climbed over the bar, and people started yelling at me to get back over. I closed my eyes and leaned forward while holding onto the bar.

{"SORA! -" Natsu screamed,

I let go. I could hear people screaming, and I smiled as I fell to the ground.

~ No One's Point of View ~

"SORA!!" Natsu screamed into the phone,

Everyone went tense and silent; they could hear people panicking.

{"Hello?" a man asked,

"Where's Sora?!" Natsu shouted,

{"So that's her name..." the man sighed,

"Hey! Answer the question! Where's Sora?!" Natsu shouted, her knees shaky and voiced cracking.

{"...She jumped. She was smiling the whole way down from what I saw. I'm sure she's in peace now; I'm sorry for your loss." the man said,

Natsu collapsed into sobs; no one said anything, and stood there in shock. Shoyou dropped to his knees and went to hug Natsu, but she shoved him away.

"It's your fault!" Natsu screamed at him,

"Natsu, it's no one's fault," Daichi said as she kneeled beside her, placing his hand comfortingly on her shoulder.

"...She saved you, didn't you see the signs?" Natsu said, her eyes void of emotions, looking up at (Y/n).

(Y/n) Shaking her head as she hugged herself, she looked at the ground as tears fell.

"You're not allowed to kill yourself. If you do, I'll curse you." Natsu said as she got to her feet.

"Natsu! -" Shoyou shouted in shock,

"Don't! Don't talk to me! I don't ever want to see you!" Natsu screamed at him before leaving the gym.