𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗢 𝗬𝗢𝗨 𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗡 ✧ carlos madrigal

𝟎𝟎𝟓 . 𝗳𝗮𝗿𝗲𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗲𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀

"So let me ask you. What happened to you earlier? You seem not to be good or acting strange," Cristina said.

"I- uh. Am I?" I asked.

"Yep, you've been quiet for a while when I asked you. Tell me, what happened?"

"You know, I think you know it," I replied.

"Don't expect me to say that I know it all. I need an explanation from you about what happened when you've been acting strange," she said. I stayed silent again. She's my best friend. Should I say it? It's been like an ongoing topic, like I'm breaking down about the man that I liked.

"You're quite again. You want me to guess it?" she asked as she laughed.

"Hmm, okay guess it. Let me hear it," I agreed as I grinned.

"Okay, so maybe what happened earlier was that... someone was kissing in the bathroom and you saw it!" she exclaimed.

"What kind of guess is that?" I laughed louder. And she laughed too.

"Look, if I didn't know, my expectations were different than yours. Tell me."

"I need more guesses," I said as I put my hand on my chin.

"Are you loving this game, (Y/N)?" she asked as she laughed.

"I didn't even know that it was a game-" I said.

"Whatever, bes. I'll tell you more. This is fun. My expectations were wide." She laughed. I'm just here ready to listen, and will see if that was the real reason for me.

"So, maybe you saw... a unicorn floating."

"When did unicorns become visible, true in our eyes?" I laughed. I never thought this would not be serious. Oh my.

"Or maybe you have found someone new!"

"If I am, I must be happy," I informed with a smile.

"I don't know what's with you, (Y/N). Tell me what happened now. I'm done," she said, and I laughed louder again.

"Okay, your final guess, but seriously, what do you think of mine?" I said.

"No, (nickname). I'm done," she said. And I cupped my hand over my face.

"I feel like I want to sleep."

"I think I feel the same because I'm tired of waiting for your answer. What's the purpose of talking here outside if we shouldn't talk about it?" she replied as she leaned on the bench.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. I'm deciding if I should because we've been always talking about this."

"Just tell me, look at you. You're not feeling good. Tell me, maybe I might resolve it. It disturbed me when you were like that," she said. Oh no.

"Okay, fine. I don't want my best friend to look stressed out about me," I said as I chuckled.

"Not really." She laughed.

"I will now tell you."

"Just go on. It's okay if it's bad, I'm still here and I will not leave you," she reassured as she smiled.

"Thank you, Cristina." I smiled.

"You're welcome. Now I'm listening," she informed.

"So, what happened earlier was that... I was just staring at Camilo with his fiancée. I thought about not having him and then I felt some tears flowing in my eyes. This feeling is denying me that maybe I'm not happy or I'm feeling jealous of his fiancée. I may be wrong, but this is bad. I tried to change and to become happy for him, but it dropped," I confessed as I sighed.