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Analogical Week day 2- Crushes/Confession

Logan sighed to himself, grumbling under his breath as he stared ahead at his mirror. A certain side had been all over his mind lately, and not in a bad way. Actually, in quite the opposite way. In a very very good way, and yet it still upset him. It upset him because he didn't know what to do about it. Logan leaned his head onto his arms, "Virgil," he repeated to himself quietly.

He knew this was most definitely a crush, but to get advice on how to talk to Virgil about this he'd need to admit to someone he liked him. That someone probably being Roman, due to him being Thomas's romantic side along with creativity, plus the fact Patton would simply freak out which would make Logan freak out.

Logan felt that him and Virgil just...clicked. He was the first person to really understand him, and that was a breath of fresh air. He would look at Virgil and yearn to be closer with him, of course he first assumed this was because he wasn't as eccentric as Patton and Roman so he just wanted to be closer friends. However, this wasn't the case. He ached to be able to do romantic things with him, feel the way his lips tasted on his own- but Logan didn't understand these feelings. Logan hated anything he didn't understand.

If Logan didn't understand something he'd study it, hyperfocus on it until he knew all facts possible ; but feelings weren't like that. Another reason Logan despised them as much as he did. He wanted Virgil to look at him the way he looked at Virgil, he wanted to date Virgil ; but why? Well Virgil was very similar to him in ways, and even when they would contrast Virgil was more 'layed back'. Virgil had all the traits that just clicked perfectly with Logan, and plus he was quite cute too.

Logan groaned, flopping back onto his bed, blush highlighting all over his face. He felt his face heat up just thinking about him, thinking about dating him, hugging him, kissing him. Logan stammered, extremely flustered by just thoughts! "Logan, stop. You're serious and logic you can't-" he mumbled yet the thoughts wouldn't leave his head.

He avoided asking Roman or Patton for help, though he knew they would help ; especially Roman. He also knew they'd make it a huge deal, and he didn't want to have to deal with that. Logan exhaled slightly, sitting up once again and with all the courage he could muster he.... grabbed some graph paper. He had to plan this all out.

Logan popped the cap off on his marker, gazing down at the paper that lie in front of him. He hummed softly, jotting down a quick note.

Reasons Virgil may have '" romantic feelings" towards me as well:
-Gay
-????

Conclusion: Not likely

The corners of his lips formed into a frown as he tapped the marker Impulsively. Thinking of Virgil possibly not feeling the same way he felt about him tugged at his heart, it made him feel empty emotionally, it hurt. However, thinking of Virgil feeling the same way made his heart skip a beat. He almost stopped breathing as he thought of it, his breath hitching. It made his heart beat race, his whole body would warm up, the apples of his cheeks light pink, and he'd get butterflies.

Logan despised these feelings more than anything else, they weren't serious, they weren't logical, they weren't him. Except they were, they were how he truly felt about Virgil it was just..embarrising to show.

He sketched a ven diagram lightly, labeling the two sides

Things Virgil would appreciate in a confession
Things we would both appreciate
Thing I would appreciate in a confession

Before Logan could really write much he heard a knock on his door, causing him to jump ; jolting himself back to reality. "Yes?"

Virgil's voice came from the other end, he sounded a tad nervous ; though the nervous tone wasn't unusal for him. He was anxiety after all. "Uh yo sup L- sorry you don't usually talk like that- Thomas wants us to work together on something. Something about you making me less anxious since you're logic and Mr explaining emotions to you in a way you'll listen?" he chuckled, "I don't really get it but, can I come in? It's okay if not."

Logan squeaked, his eyes widened as he frantically shoved the graph papers to the side, praying under his breath that Virgil wouldn't look. "Uhm! Hello Virgil! Yes you may come in!" he exclaimed nervously, blushing furiously.

The door slowly creeked open and Virgil hesitantly stepped inside, smiling lightly upon seeing Logan. Logan just made him feel so comfortable, he loved Patton and Roman but they never did it the way Logan could. And Remus and Janus hadn't been good to Virgil in a long time so especially not them.

Logan swooned internally, staring into Virgil's shimmering dark eyes. He kept his gaze, looking into Virgil's eyes a love struck look spread across his face for a moment before he shook his head, "ah yes my apologies, what does Thomas want us to work on?" he asked, desperately hoping his deep blush wasn't visible.

Virgil plopped down onto bed next to Logan, laughing lightly, "something about what he should do his job? I hate to admit this near you but I wasn't really paying attention," he admitted sheepishly. "Honestly I just like spending time with you, so I'm not complaining."

Logan glancing towards Virgil, he couldn't believe what he was hearing ; Virgil enjoyed spending time with him?! Logan smiled meekly, his eyes darted away from Virgil as he felt the apples of his cheeks heat up, "ah well thank you Virgil, that is very kind," he mumbled, hoping Virgil wasn't paying attention to all his blush now as it just darkened on his face. Logan made a mental note to add that to list of reasons why Virgil may like him back later.

Virgil smiled softly before he glanced away from Logan, noticing the papers sitting next to Logan, "oh, what's that?"

Logan's smile quickly faded as he yanked the papers away from Virgil, blushing furiously, "It's nothing!" he insisted.

Virgil tilted his head a bit, "oh uh okay, are you okay Logan? You seem anxious, and that's coming from me- the most anxious person like- ever," he commented.

Logan stared down at the crumbled paper, sighing, "it's just, it is something for you but it is not done yet," he answered, aware of how vauge that was.

Virgil raised an eyebrow a bit taken aback. Logan was making something for him?! He hadn't made anything for Logan! God he was was going to look like a horrible friend an to Logan of all people who definitely didn't want to, he loved Logan he didn't-

Virgil hadn't even noticed the shaking that started to appear in his legs.

"Its's nothing bad!" Logan promised, noticing how anxious Virgil had started to become, he took a small breath, "it's about how I-" his sentence cut short, "I- uhm-"

He never stuttered, what was happening?!

"I think I have romantic feelings towards you Virgil."

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