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FORTY-EIGHT

_sugaisnotreal_

notjk:
hyung I really need to talk to you

notjk:
please

sugaisnotreal:
Jeongguk?

sugaisnotreal:
What's wrong?

notjk:
do you really mean what you said?

sugaisnotreal:
I've said a lot of things JK...

notjk:
am i destructive? do i just ruin shit for others all the time

notjk:
I mean ive brought nothing good into your life..

sugaisnotreal:
Look when I said that I was just angry..

sugaisnotreal:
That's not true at all

notjk:
youre lying

notjk:
even mom said she wishes she had aborted me. why can't you just be fucking honest with me like everyone else?

notjk:
after what i did i keep fucking up...

notjk:
i dont know how to make things right but i think thats my karma right? after what i did why would i deserve anything better

sugaisnotreal:
Jeongguk that is not fucking true

sugaisnotreal:
You just need help

sugaisnotreal:
We can get help. We can do that together

sugaisnotreal:
Fuck whatever mom or dad says. They're just as guilty

sugaisnotreal:
After everything they've done to you and you listen to them? Don't forget the fucking years of abuse and spliting us away from each other. You were a kid and you made a stupid mistake

sugaisnotreal:
What the fuck even happened today??

notjk:
i talked to Seokjin

sugaisnotreal:
What does that have to do with anything?

notjk:
i fucked up things with him.. i messed up really fucking badly.. i have no idea how to make things up with him

sugaisnotreal:
I thought you two were getting along

notjk:
we were but im a fucking idiot

sugaisnotreal:
You like him don't you?

notjk:
yeah.. i really do and i dont know what to do

sugaisnotreal:
Can I be honest with you?

notjk:
what?

sugaisnotreal:
Leave him alone until you get help. He's worked through his own issues

sugaisnotreal:
If you like him as much as you say you do don't throw all the shit you have going on onto him

notjk:
...

sugaisnotreal:
Seokjin deserves better doesn't he?

notjk:
yes.. fuck of course

sugaisnotreal:
Then get better

sugaisnotreal:
Be better Jeongguk 

notjk:
help me?

sugaisnotreal:
of course :)