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THIRTY-SEVEN

a/n: nsfw warning for this chapter :) 

Seokjin's not sure how it happened.

He swore he was going to walk away, but instead, Jeonguk's lips were against his, hands gripping his waist, pulling him closer.

He told himself he'd stop. Just one kiss, and that's it.

Instead, he finds himself in Jeongguk's bedroom, sitting on the edge of the older's bed contemplating everything he did that led to this moment.

He thinks about leaving.

God, the things Namjoon would do if he ever found out this happened.

"He won't. You don't have to tell Namjoon everything, dove," Jeongguk whispers to him, and he's right.

Namjoon doesn't have to know about everything he does.

This could be their little secret.

He heard the whole spiel. Jeongguk doesn't do relationships or commitment, and he doesn't care. He's never wanted something more, he'll take all the risks.

"Oh god, touch me please," the younger whimpers out desperately.

Jeongguk shrinks down to Seokjin's level with a smirk as he pats the younger's head. "Good boy."

The younger lets Jeongguk take the lead, completely sure of what to do as Jeongguk kisses and marks his neck all over. He's so dead if Namjoon sees this in the morning, but he's a goner for leaving anyway. Might as well have as much fun as he can now.

Cold hands drag across his skin as Jeongguk lifts up his shirt, and he obliges, lifting his arms up letting the older pull the top over his head and onto his bedroom floor.

Seokjin crosses his arms against his chest, and the older lets out a chuckle.

"You don't have to be shy around me, dove," He mutters gently and presses a kiss against Seokjin's forehead. His hands hover near the buttons of the younger's jeans. "Is it okay if I help you take these off?"

Seokjin hesitates before nodding, "But–" He pauses, feeling embarrassed, blood rushes to his cheeks.

Jeongguk looks at the younger expectantly, "But?" He asks.

"Will you?" Seokjin murmurs, "Take yours off too I mean..."

Jeongguk chuckles. It's deep and airy and makes Seokjin's heart race even faster than before.

"Yes baby, but I'm more focused on you and prepping you," Jeongguk explains.

Seokjin shakes his head stubbornly, "Don't wanna be the only one," he mutters.

Jeongguk can't help the smile that grazes his face. Just an hour ago, the younger was yelling at him but look at him now...

Absolutely cute.

The older goes along with Seokjin's wishes. First, helping the male out of jeans and boxers before stripping down himself. He can tell how nervous the younger is, the poor thing is shaking, and Jeongguk wants nothing more than to ease his anxiety.

He kisses the younger's cheeks while whispering sweet words and praises until Seokjin gives him that nod that he's ready.

He wants his first time to be special. Jeongguk has never cared for things like this before, but with Seokjin it's different.

That scares him, but he'd rather not think about that now.

Jeongguk opens his bedside drawers, pulling out lube before telling the younger to bend over on the bed. Seokjin follows the older orders hesitant, and in return, Jeongguk mutters another praise in his ear, making his ears burn red.