Love Me Anyway-A Bucky Barnes Romance (some smut)

Wanting It All

When Bucky received the text from Ava, he was grateful she was taking his advice. He blew out a sigh of relief and quickly texted her back. He and Sam were in a hotel room watching the street below to find SHIELD's target. 

"What happened?" Sam asked after hearing his sigh.

"Ava texted to tell me her friends were staying with her tonight. I'm just glad she actually listened." Bucky smiled as he told Sam, feeling a weight lift off his shoulders. 

"That's good news, I know you will be more focused if you know she is safe. I think we can finish today, so you can get back to her." 

These past few days being away from Ava had been torture for Bucky. He didn't remember ever craving a person's presence before her. Even before the war, no woman had ever bewitched him like Ava did. Talking to her everyday helped, but not being able to see her smile or touch her was causing him to lose focus on the mission. 

It had been especially hard the night she was in the bathtub while they were on the phone. He wanted nothing more than to be with her. He didn't mean to basically have phone sex with her, but his imagination was running wild when he pictured her skin glistening with water. After they got off the phone, he had to jack off in the shower before he could sleep. The whole time he stroked himself he pictured her chocolate eyes and full mouth. 

Deep down he knew he had fallen in love with Ava. It was scary that it didn't scare him; he felt completely at ease with the knowledge. What did scare him was not knowing how she felt about him. He wanted a future with Ava, wanted to wake up to her in the morning and hold her when they went to sleep at night. He wanted to spend years getting to know her and learn all her secrets, her dreams, her plans. He wanted it all!