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    Luna Gracie WalkerChicago, Illinois5:46pm

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Luna Gracie Walker
Chicago, Illinois
5:46pm

talking to chrissy made me feel better about it. i could never tell my mama who i been hanging around with and what he did to me. all i'd get is a "i told you so" and ion need to hear none of that.

"i know you're scared of him hurting you but your letting your insecurities get in the middle of y'all's relationship" chrissy said in a comforted voice.

a tear rolled down my cheek as i wiped it away with my hand. my lip was trembling and i was looking down at my bed.

"you right, chris but my father broke my heart and you know tyler broke my heart when he left me for some skinny ass bitch and now i smelled some cheap ass perfume on the bedsheets,"

i paused. "it was starting to get to much for me"

"honey, i know. but its only pushing him farther and farther away from you. and you know you way to obsessed with him to just let him go in a snap"

"how the fuck you always right? but no for real i love you, bitch. thank you" I pulled her in a tight hug. she's always been there for me. she's my rock, my other half.

"wait you said it was some cheap ass perfume right?" chrissy asked me pulling back from the hair. i was now confused.

"yeah, smelled like victorias secrets. why you ask?"

"because shameer also wears that cheap ass perfume"

"you don't think..."

"it could be a major coincidence but then again ion think yo man would wanna cheat on you. he be talking to me all the time talm bout how much he loves you"

"so do you think the same day i went to visit to check up on my mama that shameer came over while i was gone and tried to seduce my man?"

"it's a possibility. but anthony ain't like that. especially witchu. if he broke up with heaven for cheating ion think he'd do the same to you"

"yeah you gotta good point. maybe we should talk to shameer about it"

"nah, i knew that fish headed ass bitch was sneaky. its some she would do. let's just wait til we see ha ass and then say some"

i nodded. we all do see each other pretty often, if we not together then we all see each other at parties. we just gotta wait and see til I meet her.

and trust me.. i will talk my shit to that stupid ass sneaky bitch... 

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i texted anthony and apologized to him about letting my insecurities get in the middle of us. sometimes i just say what comes to mind but then soon regret it later on.

he accepted my apology but told me to never accuse him of cheating because he wouldn't do me like that. i do love him but i just got major trust issues so i can't trust him yet.

later on i gotta call from him.

"i miss your voice, baby. i miss you. i want you to come over and i'm sorry for throwing you out" his voice was soft and sweet. i smiled.

"okay i'll be there soon"

"pack yo things again that you brought when you left. i want you to move in wit me"

"anthony you know what i said about my mama not wanting me to move out yet"

"she'll be aight. you can still visit her every now and then"

i sighed. "see you soon. love you" and i hung up the phone to pack once more.

being with anthony was the best thing in the world. only problem is how my insecurities are and that's what's getting in the way of our relationship. ion need it being destroyed cause of me. i always fuck up shit when everything works out good.

20 minutes later i arrive at his house and let myself in. the cool breeze hit my face as i opened the door. it felt good but now my focus was finding anthony.

must be in his room...

walking up the steps, it was silent and eerie. it gave me chills up my spine just thinking about how quiet it was in his house. something told me some was off but i ignored it. im just overthinking it. none major.

his bedroom door was closed so i opened it quietly, and saw him sitting on the bed with boxers and and no t-shirt. tattoos on his body turned me on so quick once i caught a glimpse of him.

god, he's so sexy!

"come here, mamas" he had his hand out and set my bag down walking towards him. he pulled me onto his lap and looked me up in the eyes.

"you have no idea how much i missed seeing your beautiful face" he told me, his thumb stroking my cheek. i blushed.

"i missed being with you. and i wanna apologize again for how i was acting. i need to get some therapy and work on my issues. its not you it's just how i've been feeling with all this"

"its aight, mama. you don't need to be sorry. i wanna kill that son of a bitch who made you like this though" we both laughed together as my arms were still on his shoulders.

i missed this. being with him is all i want and it makes me so happy.

fuck you insecurities...

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