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𝓕𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓭𝓸𝓶
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How long has it been since I've been able to go outside?

Days, months, years, centuries

I don't know anymore.

All I know is that I've given up on life and finally succumbed to their disgusting ways. Why me? where did it all go wrong? why did this have to happen? why did he have to kill them? fuck, I'm so sorry Anki, Akire, Ubisity. Guilt and questions swarm my mind as I stare through the window into the many trees that cover this area, that keep this place of a hellhole hidden from civilisation. How unfortunate. A knock could be heard at the door I didn't turn my head to check who was there knowing full well who it was. Being held in one place you start to take notice of the smallest things like the sound of who owns which sound of footsteps. "Love I'm coming in'' Sakusa's voice called out and he opened the door allowing the hallway light to flood into my dark dull room silence clung in the air until he approached me. my back was still facing him clearly showing that I'm not interested "[y/n]" he called out but was met with silence ''[y/n]'' he tried again no response growing impatient and grabbed my arm and flipped me around so I was facing him his hand flew around my jaw and held it in place I flinched by his touch and avoided eye contact not wanting to see those black eyes, the same eyes that manipulated me, the same eyes that use to give me comfort and happiness but now those eyes terrified me. "Look at me" he commanded I still kept my eyes looking away from him his grip tightened on my jaw I winched in pain "Look. At. Me. [Y/N]'' he commanded one more time his voice getting dangerously low I finally made eye contact with him instantly regretting it.

I coward below him as he looked down at me in amusement "how cute" he commented and let go of my jaw I hugged myself and quivered in fear he sighed and bent down to my level since I was sitting in a chair. He wrapped his arm around me and rubbed circles on my back I froze fear still controlling me and after what felt like hours he finally let go of the hug I stare at the ground not wanting to look at him he sighed. "You have a mission to do from Kita," he said I slowly look up at him my eyebrows furrowed 'mission? what fucking mission' I questioned in my mind he chuckled at my expression "follow me" he says walking towards the door and stopping at the entrance facing me I reluctantly got up from my spot and walked over to him.

We've been walking through many hallways it took me a few turns to realise where we were going. We were going down towards the basement. I start to sweat and grow nervous 'did I do something wrong? am I going to get punished? are they going to kill me? I didn't do anything wrong' negative thought's piled in my brain as we get closer to the entrance of the basement. Sakusa opened the door and allowed me to go first quietly going through I looked around the area to see everyone in the room they all turn to me everything was silent "come" Sakusa said and walked through everyone I looked down at the ground and fidget with my hands as I felt everyone's eyes bore into me making me more nervous by the minute. Sakusa stoped in the middle of the room and I stopped behind him he turned around to me and give me a soft smile, the fucking smile that make me feel funny inside but all I felt was rancorousness he then walked behind me I watched him then looked in front of me when sounds of grunts could be heard.

Looking in front of me I saw Atsumu and Osamu dragging a man with a black bag over his head, their hands were bounded together as well as their legs. Osamu and Atsumu dropped the man to the floor and hid fell face-first into the ground Osamu kneed down and pulled his upper half back up so he was in a kneeling position. Osamu finally took off the black bag and I saw who's face was hidden under that bag it was the man who promise to take care of me but lied, the man who was the reason for my split personality, the fucking man who tortured me and left me to rot it the fucking bastard, my sorry excuse of an adopted father. we made eye contact and he grinned at me ''well if it isn't my lovely daughter" he said in the most lovingly voice he could muster but it came out raspy I scowl at him "come on dear, tell these boys to let me go and we can all be on our merry way" he pleaded I kept quiet until Semi came up to me and held out a gun to me I looked at him and then to the gun. I reached my hand out about to take the gun then froze due to the old many talking "don't you dare take that gun slut'' he said the friendly facade is gone the boys glared at him ready to start punching him I took the gun ignoring the bastard's words. I turned to him and lifted the gun to point it against his template he growled at me "I fucking dare you whore, shoot me" he said my hand clutched around the pistol and he laughed at my angered expression "I knew you were a fucking slut" he started grinning like a mad man I ready the hammer the click echoing through the room "I'm fucking glad I kicked you out knowing you'd be a disgusting slut like your mother" he laughed again I grit my teeth "shut up" I whispered lowly "what did you say slut?" he asked grinning knowing he hit a sensitive subject "SHUT UP!" I yelled and pulled the trigger the sound of the gun rang throughout the room then was replaced with silence, blood was splattered on the floor and so was his body.

It was silent until clapping can be heard I turned around to see Kita clapping with a present smile plastered on his face "well-done sunflower" he said dropping his hands I stayed silent "but you have one more mission to do"  he said then cue grunting can be heard I looked towards the sound and saw another man being dragged by the twins this time Atsumu was the one to take off the bag I froze and saw Fugiewakia Hiumine. My breath caught in my throat as we made eye contact his eyes displaying pity and sadness. I couldn't do it, I can't all the memories of him and I bonding together.

I can't do it, I won't.

Not when he just became my newfound father.

I don't want to be lonely again.

I turned around and pointed my gun at Kita but froze t site of him already pointing his gun at me "tsk tsk, I knew you would do this" he sighed disappointed I glared at him "you don't want to be punished for not finishing a mission do you [y/n]?" he asked raising a brow I flinched at the word punished  Fugie took notice of this "it's okay [y/n]" he said softly I glanced at him unsure "you heard him" Kita said making my eyes go back to him he shrugged his shoulders and nodded his head to Fugie my glare hardens "come on now sunflower" he groaned "you don't want to disappoint us do you?" he said grinning I looked around the room at everyone they all had excited looks on their faces waiting in anticipation and some held onto the guns. I let out a small shaky break and turned around to Fugie he looked up at me his eyes showing that he has accepted his fate but I couldn't I slowly walked up to him and raised the gun pointed it at his template his pitiful eyes gaze at me "I'm sorry" he said my hand shook at his words "I just wanted to say..." he continued as I ready the hammer and the familiar sound of a clock echoing through the room again.

"You were the best daughter a father could ask for"

Two shots were fired in the room and everything went black.

All I knew is that I shot Kita Shinsuke and I was no longer living.

I was finally at peace.
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