Not a Dream | DNF

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Song Recommendation: In This Shirt- The Irrepressibles

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When I finally got to my house. I could see dream in his car which was parked right in front of my house.
I knocked on the window and turned around, walking to my house. I motioned for him to follow me and so he did. He jogged slightly up to me and hugged me from behind while I was opening the door. I felt warm in my heart something I hadn't felt in a long time.

I unlocked and we entered. I switched on the lamps so we can see. Once I took of my shoes I went to the couch and sat down. Dream sat right next to me. Turning his head so he was looking at him. When I met his eyes he smiled. Over the weeks we had became really good friends. He leaned down a bit and whispered to me like there were people around us.

"Should I make sure the vampire knows who you belong to?"

I blushed deeply and felt a shiver run down my spine. God how can someone make another feel like that? Even tho I felt extremely flustered I decided to see if I can make him.

"Then I am gonna make sure you are marked as well, we don't want anyone to think that you are free now, do we?"

I see him go beetroot red and I smile to myself. But before I can do anything he stands up and picks me up, throwing me over his shoulder. I yell and try to kick him. I punch his back as well but he doesn't even twitch.

"LET ME GOOO! LET ME DOWN YOU...AHHHHH!
FUCK YOU!"

"Sure, what time?"

"What?"

"You want to fuck me, sure, what time tho?"

"Omg you are such a shithead!"

He finally places me down on my bed.

"Why are you alone anyways? Aren't your parents supposed to be home by now?"

"They are out, like they always are. It's fine I like being alone home. Then I can do whatever I want and I get money as well."

"You get money?"

"Yeah they always leave me money so I can order food or some shit. I don't know but at the end of the day I get money."

"What did you get for dinner?"

The smile on his face was now nowhere to be found.
He was looking right at me. Well fuck! That was not gonna be a pleasant conversation.

"I was asleep and when I woke up, I went for a walk. I didn't have time to order food. It's fine tho I am not hungry."

"What have you had to eat today? Cause you didn't eat dinner and at lunch you just smoked."

"Clay you don't have to worry about me. I can take care of myself."

"Well it certainly doesn't seem that way. You haven't eaten today. What did you eat yesterday?"

He was now angry and I was not happy anymore.

"I had a salad with Ranboo at lunch."

"Ranboo? The kid from the grade below us? And also anything else than the salad?"

He was on the point of shouting now. I just looked down, disappointed at myself. I made the one person that made me happy angry. I am a big disappointment. Why did I think I had a chance at a better life?

"Yes, I met him when I transferred and we have been friends since."

"Do you like him?"

"What? No! We are friends and that's it."

He stayed silent for a bit and then stood up

"I think I need to go. I will see you tomorrow."

He left and after a minute I saw the headlights drive away. I felt like I did months ago so I did what I did best. Destroy myself. I went down and grabbed a bottle of vodka from the cupboard. I got the vodka and went up to my room. Grabbed my phone and went straight to the bathroom. Locked the door and sat on the floor.

I opened the bottle and started taking sips, tears were running down my cheeks and falling on the floor and my lap. After a while half the bottle was gone and like every drunk person having no limit, I grabbed my phone.