Choi Misun, the only heir to her father's throne, was a regular teenage girl who was born with high position. She liked to be with her friends, go on walks and read romance novels. She also had many duties as a princess, one of them being to find a...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
~•~
Choi Misun
Today was the masquerade ball and I was in no way, shape or form excited.
Usually I would have been celebrating with my friends on the ball but I wasn't in the mood. I haven't been for a while now. Ever since running away from Yoongi things haven't been the same.
To say I regret doing so is an understatement. I shouldn't have ran away from him. I liked having him close to me, having his lips and hands on me. It gave me a funny feeling in my stomach as it was happening and it felt right to do it with him. To lose my first kiss to him.
The things which have kept me away from him were my princess duties and my parents. My mother would be disappointed either way but my father might have been the same as her. Yoongi is a servant and I'm a princess. I should be looking for a husband among the nobles and not kissing a certain servant boy. It is not how things are predicted for us, heirs of our father's.
Many times I wanted to explain to Yoongi why I ran away. Many times I wanted to lock my lips with his when I saw him in the castle halls or at our piano lessons. Many times I wanted to embrace him, to tell him that the reason why I ran isn't because I'm not interested in him.
But I didn't because I was scared.
I'm scared not only for what my parents would do if they were to find out there is something between me and a servant, but also because I'm afraid of falling. I didn't quite realize how painful it can be.
Reading romance books gave me an insight on what love is like. It gave me an idea that while it can be beautiful, at times it can also be painful. And a real heartbreak must hurt way worse than the one in the books. Yes, it is well described how it feels but experiencing it on your own must be a different feeling and being with someone will cause me that if I won't be careful.
Even if I it means I will have to deny myself something that I desire.
I didn't realize how much I wanted to be close to Yoongi until I got a glimpse of what we could be and what we could have. I knew that there was a strange pull between us, on my side at least, but I did not expect for it to be this strong after taking a bit from us.
And now I was here, getting ready for the masquerade with my friends.
"Is sir Matteo going to come here today, Kat?" Lian asked teasingly from across the room from the said lady.
"For what I know, yes. He has sent me a letter asking if I'm going to be here and that he will be pleased if I will," Katherine replied, an obvious blush covering your cheeks.
"He sounds very gentlemanly and charming," Talia commented, also with a teasing smirk on her face.
"He most definitely is just that. You have no idea how lovely he has been from the start. I talked about him but he's more charming than I could describe with words." Kat had a dreamy expression while talking about the male and it made my heart ache for myself.
