Choi Misun, the only heir to her father's throne, was a regular teenage girl who was born with high position. She liked to be with her friends, go on walks and read romance novels. She also had many duties as a princess, one of them being to find a...
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Choi Misun
Everything went by so fast since the accident with my father.
I have requested for my dinner to be sent to my room. I couldn't bare to look at his face. It was impossible without feeling the anger build inside of me.
Once the next ball came, things have slightly calmed down. I still ate alone in my chamber, but I was less angry. Although when I made my entrance to the ball and bowed in front of the royal duo, I only looked behind the two before excusing myself to go search for the ladies.
They didn't know anything about what had happened. Only my family, Dorothy, who treated my slightly bruised face, and Yoongi, who was there to comfort me ever since.
I felt secure enough to tell him what happened in the music room. I knew he wouldn't tell anyone unless I wanted to, which I didn't under any circumstances. He's a king and it would ruin his reputation he so gladly made for himself. Many children have it way worse than I do. I should be grateful to have what I have.
After hearing of my father's announcement, I could see the sadness Yoongi had in his eyes. Most likely regretting everything in life, even the things he can't control that made him not worthy of being my husband. I hated being born a royal, making me unable to marry whomever I choose.
So we cried together as I told him what will happen once my eighteenth birthday comes up and since my seventeenth is not even a month away, it meant we only had a year to spend together before I will have to end everything for the men my father chooses for me. Adultery isn't a meant for a woman.
Dorothy came in after a few moments to tell Yoongi he should head out before someone finds him so we said our goodbyes, only Dorothy and I remaining.
I then showed her my cheek and she lead me back into my chamber where, as I've said, she took care of me so the bruise would heal in time for Katherine's wedding.
The time for my best friend to get married has finally come and I felt an overwhelming mix of feelings as I got ready to leave the castle and head into the church where she will become Lady Katherine Bellini or perhaps just Lady Bellini.
She has shared with me few days ago, the last day we have seen each other before her big day, how she feels ready for marriage, but is not certain about intimacy as of yet. We always talk about intimacy in books, but Katherine stated she is not ready for it to happen in real life. She said she was open to other sexual engagements than losing her first time. I am wishing for sir Matteo to understand her feelings and wait for her if she isn't ready. I don't think many men would wait, only imagining the handful of noble men I got the 'pleasure' to meet and how they would most definitely not wait. Their opinions spoke for them. And seeing as Sir Matteo seems completely smitten with his future wife, I think he would wait years for her in many aspects of life.
