Choi Misun, the only heir to her father's throne, was a regular teenage girl who was born with high position. She liked to be with her friends, go on walks and read romance novels. She also had many duties as a princess, one of them being to find a...
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Min Yoongi
After Misun's sudden retreat, I played more to calm myself down.
Lust.
My friends did talk about what happens on the night you get married. Marriage consummation. When a man and a women become one.
When one of my friends consummated his marriage at fifteen, he came to us and told us the most important things. His father has told him what he should do on the wedding night so he had instructions but apparently, it was so much more than he could describe so he stuck to the most important parts.
As he was the first of us to get married and give into lust, we all hung upon his every word, listening carefully on what could happen to us.
My other friend went to a girl in his village that was older than him by a few years and he got to live through it as well with her on hay in her family barn. He was too curious to not try it himself and no one ever found out about what happened between the two of them.
Then another one of my friends had gotten married and told us even more details because his marriage was not out of convenience but rather for love. His family was more secure so he could afford to do this for love. Not many were lucky.
The rest of my friends, two which were few years younger and the third only younger by a year, were still only curious and innocent in that sense. Although I haven't seen them in weeks as I started working here in the castle.
I missed them all. Truly. But I wouldn't change where I was.
I get a room to myself, no bad colleagues, I got to meet The Princess and we have become intrigued with each other. And she lets me kiss her and hold her which would be a huge milestone compared to my friends.
Yes, men. I get to hold hands with your princess.
But today's outcome of our conversation was unlike anything we've ever had.
Of course I was curious about it. My friends telling me about it was one thing but having to read it might be a different experience.
And the thoughts...
I could not stop them from coming into my head. Imagining Misun in a situation similar to what my friends have told me, my hands on her, her hands on me, our bodies linked in a way that seemed impossible.
It all felt too much and a situation happened in between my legs.
I have been in a situation like this before. But mostly in the mornings when it would be there and I...I could do some things with it. Never has it happened because of someone before Misun.
Sometimes I couldn't stop my night dreams from happening and...I have had dreams like that about Misun. I didn't want to because I felt bad and it made me cry when I thought of Misun knowing I dreamed about it. I was ruining her, taking her innocence in my dreams. And although everything felt perfect in it, I felt like a bad person for even having my mind go to those situations.
