ℌ𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔟𝔯𝔬𝔨𝔢𝔫 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔞𝔫 𝔢𝔵-𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢𝔯 (Saiouma) *Re-written*

You really need help

Shuichi POV:

Ouma has been taking therapy lesson. Today he was talking to a therapist about everything, What's going on inside his mind. Ouma was crying and talking to her.

He wants to die and told me "They" want this, but I don't understand who they are? I was afraid Ouma didn't tell me, what had happen for the past few weeks.

He never told me that he has problem of his own, but I understand if he's not ready to get married. I knew somehow those 'they' people had made Ouma suffer.

Why can't he trust me? is it me making problems with him? I never done anything to him to make him have problems. It could have been my fault bring up marriage to him.

The Therapist got out of the room, and Ouma was crying covering his ears. It has to be them  bothering him. Making him suffer this way.

"Shuichi, your boyfriend has auditory hallucinations, we call it schizophrenia" She said

"Kokichi might hear voices in his head. This can cause him to start making him feel, suicidal about this" She explained

"What can I do to stop this from happening?" I asked

"Well just try to be open-minded with him and please don't argue with him. This can make him more afraid of you." She explain

"Is there anything like medicine or pills?" I asked

"Well yes but he only takes it once everyday" She said

"Alright then" I said

She left, as I came inside the room seeing Kokichi's hair and face was a mess. He looked pale and wasn't alright with himself. I felt guilty for him...

I walked up to him and sat down beside him. His arms were wrap around his legs, as he was looking at the wall. I was afraid of him that he can die. I didn't want him to die. I just need him to instead look at life.

"Their killing me one by one" Kokichi said

"What do you mean?" I said

"They want me to die, They want me to be in agony" Kokichi said

"I'm afraid o-of leaving y-you, but they w-want me too" Ouma replied

"Whatever their saying to you is not true" I said holding his hand

Ouma looked at the wall sad and upset, his face is a mess. I haven't seen about dealing with this at all. I wanted him to look at me. I wanted to see his smile again...

"Ouma" I said

"Yea shuichi" kokichi still looking at the wall

"Look at me" I said

"I can't" Ouma replied

"What do you mean, you can't?" I asked

"They don't want me to look at you" He said

"just- *sigh* Don't listen to them" I replied

"I can't, they still don't care" He said

"Ouma, look at me" I moved Ouma head and turned him to look at me. There was tear stain on his face and his eyes were full of despair. I felt like I lost him.

"D-don't" Kokichi tried to look away, but I stopped him.

"It's fine, they won't do anything to you" I said

"I feel like it's been to long seeing this again" Ouma said

"I get it... you can't control it, but I don't want you to suffer alone" I replied