The City of Love and Pain

I'm back

You were in the middle of the road and there weren't any cars around because the road you just crossed was somewhere quiet. Xiao Kai knelt down beside you and his white jeans turned dark red from the colour of your blood. Tears streamed down his pretty little face continuously. He carried your upper body as that he could have a closer look at your face. Your eyes were shut and he held your hand that had the ring he gave as a present in his. He cried out you name and that caught everyone's attention. They slowly crowded around you and Wang Yuan immediately called an ambulance. Qian Xi knelt down beside Xiao Kai and moved your hair aside. Mason, Mr. and Mrs. Lee stood there in shock. Mrs. Lee covered her mouth with her hands as tears appeared in the corner of her eyes, the tears didn't fall down. Wang Yuan immediately knelt down beside Xiao Kai as well and the three boys couldn't stop crying. They had never cried this much. A tear from Xiao Kai fell on your face but you didn't move. He held you in closer and your head was on his chest but your head was empty.

The ambulance arrived as soon as it could and the three of them got on the car with you.

The other four other adults wanted to get on but there weren't any more space available.

Xiao Kai never let go of your hand from the journey to the hospital and from the parking lot to the surgery room. He didn't want to let go but he had to. The rest of the day was spent with everyone sitting outside the room. The three of them refused to eat. The only drank a bottle of water and didn't move away from the room ever since. It was already midnight and the doors to the room finally opened.

The surgeon came out and asked the seven people surrounding the room.

"Who are guardians? "he asked looking at everyone.

"We're her parents. "said Mrs. Lee.

"But they abandoned her and she still don't consider them as parents. They only came for her ever since yesterday and she was abandoned before she even reach a year old."said Qian Xi as he scowled at Mrs. Lee.

"Qian Xi, that's enough. They're the only ones that can help her now. "said Xiao Kai as he held him back. He didn't want to admit it but he had no choice.

Wang Yuan was just sitting silently in the corner while staring at the wall lifelessly.
"The surgery was a success but she won't be awake for a few days at least. I am sorry to say but she has entered a coma. "said the doctor as he moved aside and the nurses pushed you out of the room and into another.

Xiao Kai immediately sat beside you and held your hand. No tears came out from any of their eyes because there weren't any tears left for them to shed.

"Please I'll do anything for you. "wept Xiao Kai as he closed his eyes and you smile immediately appeared in his head.

"How am I supposed to make sure that I feel more pain than you know?"said Xiao Kai not expecting an answer.

They visited you everyday after school and would stay in your room for the whole day during weekends. Your classmates visited you and so did Xiao Ling. She felt sorry for you and she even brought you a bouquet of Chrysanthemum. Everytime the three adorable boys visited, the would bring a bouquet of flower that were different everytime. A three days passed by and you still haven't moved an inch.

Xiao Kai would have half an hour to talk to you privately. He would ask you how you felt and yell you about his day. He would smile for you everyday but everyone knew he was suffering inside. Your friends and classmates weren't the only ones supporting you. Once in a while, a few fans would visit you and feel sorry for you as well.

The three lovable idiots would also read posts and comments that were meant for you that we're posted on Weibo. Your parents in America would write letters to you and Aria would barge into your room with a wide smile on her face.

The first day of your coma was silent and sad. Aria entered the room that day with a frown as well. An hour passed by and dead silence filled the room. She couldn't stand the silence and lectures everyone about how you would be disappointed and sad as well if everyone had a frown on their face everyday. She really brightened up the atmosphere. She dragged the tfboys out to a new cafe that just opened recently. They didn't eat as much and looked extremely pale.

"Come on. Dig in. If you don't eat these all. I will tell (y/n) that you didn't ear well and I bet that she would be mad. Do you want to anger her on her first day awake? "lectured Aria on that day and they immediately dug in on the table filled with delicacies. They had a balanced diet but Wang Yuan skipped his snacks and that was really rare.

A few more days passed by and before you knew it, you had spent a whole weekin bed. On the last day of the week after you entered coma, Qian Xi read the letter you gave him to them.

Dear everyone around now,

If you're reading this then it probably means that I have either forgotten about the three idiots I'm living with or something else similar. This letter is like my will. The only people that can fulfil these conditions are my bestfriends, boyfriend and siblings. What I really want if I'm still alive just that I have forgotten about them is for Mr. and Mrs. Lee to let my stay with the tfboys. That is technically all I wish for. Please, let this part of me that might never be brought back again be happy. Even if my brain has fogotten about them, my heart and soul never will. I may behave like I don't know them but I will always wish what's best for them. Please let my memories return. Play the song I recorded myself for me. I beloved in myself that I will fall in love with them all over again like how they always make me feel. If I deny living with them, Aria tell me about myself. Remind me of all the pain I felt and the joy I received from Xiao Kai.

Xiao Kai, I know you will blame yourself for this even though you might not have anything to do with this at all but please don't blame yourself. You always prefer to feel more pain for me but I prefer to feel more pain than you. I beg of you, make me fall in love with you again.

I can't live without you. I love you forever and eternity.

On that Sunday evening, Xiao Kai was sleeping beside but he wasn't in bed. It was almost eight when your finger twitched. Even though it was a small movement, Xiao Kai felt it and he immediately called for the doctor. Everyone was in the room with the doctor and he gave you a check up. You tried to sit up straight and Wang Yuan helped you.

You looked around the room blankly and slowly stared down at your hands that were as pale as your face before looking back up at everyone once again. Everyone was staring at you with hopeful eyes, expecting you to say something.

"Aria, who are these people? "