The City of Love and Pain

Dedicated to you

You pleaded and begged the doctor to let you go to the concert. At first he was reluctant, but he still gave in.

You changed into a brand new outfit and grabbed your bag. You signed a piece of paper before you went out the hospital and got a taxi to the auditorium. There were tons of people lining up, waiting for the guards to check their tickets. You got in line and was staring into blank space when you felt people staring at you. You finally snapped back into reality and looked around. All of their fans were staring and it made you uncomfortable.

"Hi. "you said shyly while waving at them. They had blank faces on but then they suddenly turned around and squealed with their friends. You were confused at first but shrugged it off instead. When you finally got to your seat which was directly infront of the stage, you took a quick look around the huge the auditorium which was flooding with their fans. You were daydreaming again when you suddenly felt a tap on your shoulder. You turned around and saw a guy with glasses and a cough mask.

"Excuse me but do I know you? "you asked moved further from the stranger.

"It's me. Wang Yuan."said Wang Yuan as he gave you a peek at his face."Follow me."

You followed his instructions, well he was actually dragging you away. The two of you pushed through the enormous crowd and finally reached the staff's room.

"So, why am I here? "you asked him another question but he just dragged you deeper and stopped by the third door to the right.

"Go in. We have something to tell you."said Wang Yuan gesturing you to going.

You grabbed the door knob and turned it. In the room were three changing rooms, three makeup tables and a red sofa. Qian Xi was sitting on the sofa and Xiao Kai was nowhere to be found.

"Where's Xiao Kai?"you asked walking deeper into the room.

"He's not here yet and the show is starting in five minutes."said Qian Xi looking up at you and Wang Yuan shutting the door behind him.

"What?! Where is he?! "you exclaimed.

"We don't know but we need you to help us keep the fans company while we try and drag him here."replied Wang Yuan as you fell on the couch.

"And how am I supposed to do that? "you shot him with another question.

"That's easy. Just sing."answered Qian Xi like it was nothing.

"No that is not easy. I have never been in front of such a huge crowd before. I have never even performed in front of a crowd before."you said pinching the bridge of your nose.

"You-"before Qian Xi could say another word, Wang Yuan interrupted him.

"Wait. Do you hear that? It sounds like Xiao Kai. "said Wang Yuan as he opened the door and ran out.

You and Qian Xi followed him and saw Xiao Kai on stage.

"Hello everyone. Today I am going to sing a song dedicated to (y/n). Just last week, she got into a car crash and lost her memories. This is her second time getting amnesia. She got the memories of when she first got amnesia but she has forgotten everything after. She has forgotten about TF Entertainment, everyone she met ever since the day she came here, what happened, all the pain and joy she felt. She's even forgotten about us, the TFBoys. Especially me. She wrote a letter telling us what to do if something like this happened but I didn't want to follow the letter, because I was selfish. I told myself I didn't want to make her fall in love with me because I didn't want her to feel the pain all over again but I was just lying to myself. I actually didn't want to feel the pain myself so I ran away. I was a coward but when she tried her best to fall in love with me even though she doesn't really know me, it melted my heart. I wanted to run away when I saw her but I couldn't. My brain was scared but my heart was in love. That's why I stayed. This song is dedicated to (y/n) but it is also for all my fans. Let me bring to you, 不要说话"announced Xiao Kai.

A few drops of tears fell from your face as you slowly took a few more steps closer. You were right in front of the stage at were your seat was but you didn't sit down, no one did they were all cheering for Xiao Kai. As the instrumental beginning of the song ended, you heard Xiao Kai's voice rising.

深色的海面布满白色的月光

我出神望着海心不知飞哪去

听到他在告诉你说他真的喜欢你

我不知该 躲哪里

爱一个人是不是应该有默契

我以为你懂得每当我看著你

我藏起来的秘密

在每一天清晨里

暖成咖啡 安静的拿给你

愿意 用一支黑色的铅笔

画一出沉默舞台剧

灯光再亮 也抱住你

愿意 在角落唱沙哑的歌

再大声也都是给你请用心听 不要说话

爱一个人是不是应该有默契

我以为你懂得每当我看著你

我藏起来的秘密

在每一天清晨里

暖成咖啡 安静的拿给你

愿意 用一支黑色的铅笔

画一出沉默舞台剧

灯光再亮 也抱住你

愿意 在角落唱沙哑的歌

再大声也都是给你

请用心听 不要说话

愿意 用一支黑色的铅笔

画一出沉默舞台剧

灯光再亮 也抱住你

愿意 在角落唱沙哑的歌

再大声也都是给你

请原谅我 不会说话

愿意 用一支黑色的铅笔

画一出沉默舞台剧

灯光再亮 也抱住你

愿意 在角落唱沙哑的歌

再大声也都是给你

爱是用心吗 不要说话

His angelic and heavenly voice touched your heart. Every single word in the lyrics, every single melody. It all had a meaning. The music ended but Xiao Kai hasn't gotten down from the stage yet.

"I hope that song reached the hearts of everyone out there especially (y/n). My message to you in this song is that I know that many people fell in love with you at first sight and I did as well. You may have forgotten about me or love them more than me, but I will do anything for you and please, don't say a word. I can explain everything to you in three words and those three words are I love you."confessed Xiao Kai before going back stage.

You fell back onto your seat with tears flowing from the corners of your eyes uncontrollably. You covered you mouth with your hands and saw the TFBoys getting on stage in similar clothes.

"Thank you for listening to Xiao Kai's confession just now."said Qian Xi with his soft voice.

"I am sure it reached all of your hearts."continued Wang Yuan with a bright smile as usual before Xiao Kai spoke another sentence.

"Now we are going to present to you a song. A song written by (y/n) when she still remembered us."