It was a journal about friendship, courtship, falling in love, and some heartaches and heartbreaks. How can they survive their daily struggles and challenges in life? Will they survive or be forever on their dark side of life?
I don't know what I'm going to do with my life now, I'm always traveling in a different country. Just to experience what living in the other country was like. I feel that I was living my life in this kind of everyday kind of routine. Wake up in the morning and do the same. Like I don't know what to do in my life now. My parents are asking when I'm going to handle our business because my brother is planning to build his own company. That's good for him but I really don't know when I'm going to be ready to handle a business. Because I still want to explore the world and look at it from my point of view. That's my life just like that I'm bored staying from one country to another.
I just finished doing my everyday routine which is surfing. Yes, I was here in Hawaii just enjoying the sun and ocean water that is showering my feet. I just love the fresh water and the sand and most especially the girls here are so beautiful. last night was a blast because I don't know how many girls are coming to me. I just have some girls here and they are good to look at and in bed too. They are good at pleasuring me in bed and if you want some position they are super flexible and they are really so loud and they are screaming your name in pleasure.
Pero may kulang pa rin ang buhay ko kahit hindi ko alamin. Kamusta na kaya siya? Hindi man lang siya nagpaalam sa akin. Wala na akong balita sa kanya. Siya lang talaga ang hinahanap ko at siya lang ang kulang sa buhay ko. Siya lang ang makakapagsabi na dumating na ako doon talaga sa lugar na dapat na nandoon ako.
I miss her and I still want her to be my one and only girl that I will wait in the altar someday. I don't know what got to me that I still hock up at her. She is just an ordinary girl. But the way I see her was not an ordinary girl but a beautiful woman that every guy will fall in love her. She is very outspoken and very smart.
Ano na kaya ang buhay niya ngayon? Successful na kaya sa buhay niya ngayon. Siguro nga successful na siya kasi siya yung tipo ng babae na alam na gagawin sa buhay before pa siya grumaduate ng college. Its was all set in her mind that she will do this and do that. Grab all the appointments that is coming to her just to be known to her chosen field.
Yes, I will admit it I hire a private investigator to look for her and I was a very lucky man because I finally saw her, and wow! She is very different and very beautiful in her own way.
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BRIANNA ALVAREZ
I love looking at her because she is very professional now and very feisty. Based on what I read on her information sheet was that she is now a CEO and managing her parent's company and I proud of her because she is doing what she really wants. I still want her but do I deserve her? well, I don't know maybe yes? Maybe not? It depends on it.
Wala na yata akong hahanapin pa sa kanya. Successful na siya tapos maganda at hindi lang maganda,magandang maganda pa. Nakakabaliw ang ganda niya. Gusto ko hawakan ang katwan niya lalo na ang puso niya na sana ako pa rin ang tumitibok doon. Sana wala pa siyang ibang boyfriend o asawa kasi hindi ko alam kung ano gagawin ko kung wala na siya sa buhay ko at nasa ibang lalaki na. Nakakalungkot noon na alam ko na gusto niya ako at alam ko na gusto ko rin siya nasabi o naparamdam namin sa isa't isa. Sana mabigyan kami ng pagkakataon na magkausap na lang o makasama ko siya kahit sandali lang. Masabi ko sa kanya na mahal na mahal ko siya dati pa yung pareho pa kami na sa isang apartment building. Siya pa rin ang babaeng gusto ko maging nanay ng mga anak ko at maging asawa ko habang pagtanda. Puro na lang sana. Kailan kaya dadarating yung time na magkakasama kami?
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NOTE: Sorry super ikli lang kasi nasa mood lang ako magsulat ng konti. Thank you so much! Sige sa susunod na chapter na uli.
