Nafrat Ka Journey 💔💔

9. Zinda lash..

Hospital se ane ke baad main ne kuch time ke liye smoking chod diya tha.... Smoking ke bare meh ammu ko patha nehi chala par appi, vaiya ko pata chal gaye thi.... Bohot mehnat karke appi r vaiya ko manaya.... Abhi ke liye maaf kardo.....ammu ko kuch maat batao bolke ro rahi thi... Appi ne bola abhi 18 bhi nehi huaa tuje or to smoking ki adat dal diya....mamla kya hai...or tere haat pe jo cut hai ye sab kyu hai... Appi ko sab baat bata diya or bolne lagi ruhi ki wo ignore muje sehen nehi hoti....ekbar o mujse baat kar le to muje santi mil jayegi.....peyar na sahi dosti bhi to kar sakte hai na wo..... Appi ne bola tu ye sab chod,, meh baat karke dekta hu....kyu aisa kar raha hai o.... Main ne ok bola....jab aap baat karogi meh bhi jawongi aap ke saat...appi ne ok bola. ... Ruhi ki engagement ke din jitna pass araha tha meh pagal ho rahi thi....koi meri dil ka hal na jane rabba,,,jinda rehna mere liye mushkil ho raha hai.... Kash uske saat meri meet na hoti...ye untold love story bohot hi takleef deti hai...na khana tik se kha rahi hu na ache se so pa rahi hu... Tik se kisi se baat bhi nehi karti....zinda lash ke tarah ji rahi thi...ammu khana kilane ati to meh mana kar deti....smile name ka kuch hai wo meh bhul gayi thi....sabi dost wo se contract karna off kar diya tha.... Choti moti baat wo pe gussa karne lagi.... Mood bhot kharab rehte the.... Zoya ka call aya tha r wo muje chid ne lage,,to gusse meh main ne bohot kuch bolke dosti thod diya frustrated hoke....zoya ne rote huye ammu ko shikayat ki or ammu meri room me ake muje kuch bataye marne lagi...muje bohot mara or puchne lagi kyu aisa kar rahi hu....gusse meh main ne bolne lagi Jan se hi maar do muje....nehi jina hai..thak chuka hu main,.,, aap muje maar do ya main khud hi maar jawongi..... Meri ye baat sunke ammu chup ho gayi or mere pass ake muje hug kar liya,,,ab meh rone lagi ammu ko pakard ke... Kuch time baad ammu ne pucha huaa kya tuje baccha... Kis baat ko leke tu itna pereshan hai... Main ne ab bolne lagi Ruhi ki sari baat,,,, wo muje ignore karte hai,, baat nehi karte sab kuch bol diya,,,, baccho jaise khilone ke liye abdaar karte hai na waise main ne bolne lagi muje wo chiye ammu... Thodi time ke liye hi sahi wo muje ekbaar baat to karle...ammu ne bola baccha itni choti baat ko leke tu itna pereshan hai....agar o tujse baat nehi kar raha hai to tu uske baat karne ke khabil ban... Khudko itna sasta bana dogi to koi bhi tuje aise hi daard degi....tu khudko itna accha or khabil bana ki ruhi bhi ekdin regret kare kyu wo tujse baat nehi ki ye lekar.... Tu kuch bhi khoya nehi isliye itna sad maat ho....ruhi ne sabse acche insaan r dost ko khoya hai,. Isliye tu relax kar...or ye jo feeling hai na usko aise maat bahao kisi nakabil insaan ke liye... Kal se ye devdas ke jo look banaya hai na wo change kar... R apni life acche se ji...r ha zoya se sorry bol dena ye bolke ammu chali gayi.....
Meh bass ammu ki baat yaad kar raha hu r soch rahi hu kitna easily ammu be sari problem solve kar diya....bas appi ruhi se ekbar baat kar le or sab tik ho jaye....par meri kismat itna acche nehi hai....shaam me appi ki call aya r o bolne lagi tu ready ho ja meh araha hu...mere saat tuje ana hai ghar 1 week ke liye... Meh kuch bolu isse pehle appi ne bola ruhi ke baat mere shamne khabi bhi na kar...uske jaise bettamiz lardki aj thak nehi dekha...muje insult kiya o bhi bina kuch sune...tere bare mein kuch nehi sunna hai usse,,, ab tu mere saat chalega or nehi to khalamoni ko sab bol dongi main.., majbur hoke appi ko ok boli or unki saat chalne ko taiyar thi.... Ammu ko boli ammu Appi araha hai to meh unki saat jawongi aap pls muje paisa de do.... Ammu ki samne meh full haat ki dress pardti hu jaise meri haat ki cut na dikh jay par usdin unfortunately short haat ki dress pehen liya tha or ammu ne cut dhek liya.... Ammu ne pucha ye saab kya hai,,, main ne boli gusse se ho gayi age se aisa kuch nehi karungi.... Ammu ne bola aise log na losser hoti hai,,tu meri beti hai na abhi shaq ho raha hai....mujse to tu baat hi maat kar..... 10 months takleef sehen kar tuje janam diya or tu kal ayi ek lakdi ke liye aisa zinda lash hoke gum raha hai,, tujse ye ummed nehi thi.... Ammu meri baat sune hi muje paisa dekar chali gayi,,, Appi ayi or unko bola dhek ke rakna.... Tuje to patha hi hai o kitna shararati karte hai...r time se khana khila dena... Ghar se nikal ne ke baad Appi ko pucha huaa kya hai.... Appi ne bola o tuje jan bujkar takleef de rahi hai nafrat karte hai tuje,,,tari life barbad karna chati hai... usne bola Tere life meh koi hi nehi ayega or jo pagal hai uo log tujse dosti karegi..... Ye sab sunkar muje bohot gussa aya.. Or main ne boli thoda wait karo ruhi meh kitna sharif age jake sab patha chal jayegi.... Appi ne bola chal wo sab chod r enjoy kar.. Fuppi ke ghar ake sabse mili or meri cousin wo se milke masti karne bait gayi... Meri 1 cousin sister meri bohot close hai to usko leke main ne kuch plan banaya rat meh chat pe party karne ke liye.... Usko boli ki tu chabi chura lena or kisi ko kuch mat batana appi ko bhi... Usne bola ok.... Sab ke saat khana khane beit gayi or Fuppi ne muje khilane lagi or meh rimsha ko ( cousin sister) pereshan karne lagi...aise hi khana complete kiya or room meh sone chali gayi... Rimsha ne chabi le ayi or muje dekar bola kisi ko to patha nehi chalegi na....main ne boli areh tu pereshan mat ho kisi ko kuch pata nehi chalega.... Raat ki 2 baje meh uotke beg se phn, cigaret li or chupke se chat pe chali gayi rimsha ke bina or waha jake smoking karne lagi.... Pocket se phn li or Puja ko call kiya.... 7 bar call karne ke baad usne pick kiya or bolne lagi sali itni rat ko kyu call kiya,,, main ne boli sorry meri jaan gussa na kar important hai,, usne bola bhak kiya important baat hai....main ne boli ruhi ki sabsi choti cousin sister se meri setting kara de pls wo to teri College pe pardti hai na pls,,, iske liye tu jo chahegi wo de dongi meh... Puja ne boli sali kamini ye teri important kam hai,,rakh tu phn or kal subah sochongi teri ye offer... Main ne puja ko thank you boli or phn cut diya....muje patha hai mere liya Puja sab kuch karegi.....ab meh evily smile ke saat boli ruhi tum bas dekte jao meh kaise tumhari cousin sister ki life barbad karti hu..... Just wait and see....cigaret ki pack khatam karke room meh chali ayi or fresh hoke so gayi....subah uotke nasta kiya or masti karne pe busy ho gayi....par appi ne muje bulaya or bolne lagi Meri Higher mathematics er practical khata likh ke de,,,meh nehi karungi bol ke jane lagi par appi ne rukh liya or bolne lagi smoking ke bare meh bolu kya khalamoni ko,,,, bina kuch bole meh khata likne beth gayi,,,appi ne bola gd girls acche se likna... Practical Khata complete karke lunch kiya or vaiya se bike chalane shikne ki zid pakard li....vaiya ne ok bola or meh unke saat chali gayi.... Bohot practice kiya bike chalane ki or thoda bohot shik bhi liya....shaam pe ghar ayi or nasta karke masti karne lagi,,, puja ka call aya or usne bola kaam ho gaya tere ide or whatsaap number de diya baat kar lena.... Main ne puja ko thank you boli or call cut karke rimsha ko hug kar liya.... Rimsha to shocked ho gayi meri ye achanak hug karne se,,,, usne bola huaa kya,, main ne boli meri revenge ki step bohot hi nazdik hai,,,ab ayega maza,,, rimsha ne kuch nehi samji main ne boli tere bas ke baat nehi hai pagal, rehne de... Raat meh sab milke dinner kiya or sone chali gayi....adi raat ko uotke me chat pe jake smoking ki or phn dekte huye Boli jaldi hi unki tex aa jay or intezar nehi ho raha hai.....smoking complete karke so ne chali gayi,,, neend to nehi araha hai par sona jaruri hai.... Dhoper pe neend se uoti or fresh hoke lunch kar liya... Vaiya ke saat bike chalane shikne chali gayi...aj meri luck kharab thi or balance bighard ke bike accident kar liya... Vaiya ko thoda chot ayi or muje bohot chot lagi... Meri right hand ki chamri uotke Khoon nikal ne lagi or left hand pe moch aa gayi...haddiya thoda nehi isliye bach gayi.... 2 no Pair o ki knee se khoon nikal rahe hai,,, saar pe chot lagi hai joro se par kuch nehi huaa.... Hospital jake doctor ko dhikaya or medicine leke ghar aa gaye,,, Ghar ane ke baad meh khud shocked ho gayi...kyu ki ammu ayi thi muje dhek ne... Rimsha ke sahara leke Sofe pe beit gayi meh...Meri halat dhek kar sab hiran Thi,,, meh kuch bolu isse pehle vaiya ne bol diya bike accident ki baat... Fuppi ne vaiya ko datne lagi,,, meh kuch bolu isse pehle ammu ne bolne lagi teri problem kya hai...kyu hum sab ko santi se nehi jine de rahi hai...meh khud hi maar jathi hu,, kyu ki tuje khone ke dhar muje aise hi maar dalegi....tere ye pagalpan hamari sab ki jaan le legi....beg pack kar or ghar chal.... Fuppi ne bola rehne do usko mere pass par ammu nehi suni....ammu ne bola 2 din meh ye halat, 1 week se to sab ki life jahannam bana degi.. Isliye abhi nehi phir khabi rahegi....sab ke saat dinner karke ghar ke liye nikal gayi,,, or maan hi maan sochne lagi ab kya karu meh,,,or kyu hamesha meri saat aise hota hai.....