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14. Falak Rahman tanha...

Zindegi khab kis mod pe le ayi patha hi nehi chalta.... Par zarur 2 nd chance dete hai galti sudar ne ke liye....socha tha ruhi muje samaj payegi par wo nehi huyi r main bikar gayi,,,, bahar se to main kush hi thi par andar hi andar tut gayi... Muje kuch accha nehi lagta,,, na tik se khana khati hu na tik se soti hu,,, har roz ammu se maar khati hu,,study to jab man karta hai tab karti hu,,, College se bhi complain ane lagi... Friend se bhi tik se baat nehi hoti,,, smoking bohot zadha karne lagi,,, total e broken thi main,,,par Bahar se kush,,,

Ekdin odriza ne muje call kiya or bolne lagi uski family aya hai or muje uski ghar bhulaya....( kyu bulaya muje hi nehi patha socha waha jakar jan lu kyu bhulaya...) Main odriza ke ghar gayi uski family member se mili,, sab se baat ki,, aunty ne bola beta odriza tumhari itna baate karte hai kya hai batao,, specially tumse milne ke liye yaha ana,,, agar tum ladke hote to meri beti ke haat tumhare haat main de dete,,, bohot hi mature or caring person ho tum,,, aise insaan ke talash har ma ko hai,,, mere bare main itna accha sunkar main khud uncomfortable ho raha hu isliye kuch bahana banake dusri room main chali ayi,,, baite baite irritate ho raha hu isliye ghar jane ke liye soch liya,,, tabi room main odriza ke bhabi ayi or muje bola itna bhi jaldi kya hai ji,, hamse bhi thoda baat kar lo.... Hamari saat apni love story share to karo,,,,main ne bhabi ko boli bhabi singel hu main koi love story nehi hai meri,, jab love story hogi tab pehle apse share karungi main.... Bhabi ne bola kyu jhoot bol rahi ho muje sab patha hai,,, main ne boli kya patha hai bhabi aap ko,,, bhabi ne bola odriza or tum peyar karti ho,,hamesha saat rehna chati ho,,,odriza tumse bohot peyar karte hai,,,main ne boli bhabi shayed aap se koi galti huyi,, main odriza se peyar nehi karti,,o meri dost or senior hai or kuch nehi,,, uski taraf se peyar hogi par meri taraf se kuch nehi hai,,, main chalti hu aap aunty ko bol dena ki main chali gayi...baki sab baat odriza se hi main kar longi....bye...ye bolke main odriza ke ghar se chali ayi...

Ghar ane ke baad odriza ko tex kiya or kal collage jaldi ane ko bola,,,raat main smoking karke so gayi...
Subah uotke College ayi or odriza ke wait karne lagi,,,39 min bad odriza ayi or main ne puchne lagi ye saab kya hai,,, main tumse peyar nehi karti,,,tum bas meri dost ho or kuch nehi,,age se dhiyaan rakna,, dosti chiye to khudko control karo warna ekdin dosti bhi tut jayegi,,, odriza ne bola dhek Ovi bohot peyar karti hu tujse,,tu man ja,,,hum bohot kush rehege saat main...ekdom perfect couple,,, main ne boli ekbar bol diya na main to wahi dimag pe rakh lo,, warna hum dono ke liye bura hi hogi sab kuch bolke main chalne lagi,,, odriza ne gusse se bola agar tu mere nehi to kisika bhi nehi,,itne din to dost te ab dushman hi sahi,, par tuje chod na muje manzur nehi hai,,, main ne bola dekte hai age kya hota hai,,, aise hi hamari dushmani suru huyi hai,,, odriza muje pereshan karti hai bohot.,, ekdin taang ake uski group ke ek member ko maar diya or hamari ladai ho gayi,,, (maar to main thoda zadha hi khayi wo 3 log te main akeli) kisi ne dhakka diya muje or meri saar diyaar pe takra gayi bohot juro se,,, khoon nehi aya par us jagah bohot hi swollen ho gayi,,, or uosi jagah pe khoon jama ho gaya,,, bina class karke Secret raste se chupke se nikal ke ghar ayi or fresh hoke so gayi,,,saar main bohot hi dard ho raha hai na isliye so na hi better samja....

Aise hi din,, din se months nikal jathi hai par mujme koi badlao nehi thi...muje phir hospital admit hona para,,,isbar halat bohot hi kharab thi,,,meri liver pe problem aa gayi,,saat mein lungs pe pani...brain pe bhi problem hone lagi chot ki waja se,,,jaundice se HBC hone lagi,,, blood bhi kaam,,,,meri family, relatives, friend sab pereshan thi muje lekar,,,doctor ki bohot koshish karne ke baad thoda tik huyi or 20 din hospital rehkar ghar ayi,,, bed rest thi 1 month ki par main kaha man ne wali ye sab,,, time to time ammu khila deti khana medicine,,, meri cousin sister gard ki tarah meri saat rehti hai,,, thoda bohot tik ho gayi par final exam meri saar pe aa gayi... Socha tha 1 year loss kar dongi par dil nehi mani,,jesi tesi karke exam diya or 12th complete ki,,, bas result ka intezar tha...zoya or puja se baat hoti hai thoda bohot,,, puja se bas ruhi ki haal puchti hu... Patha chala ruhi ki engagement ho gayi or 2 months baad uski shadi hai,,,,uski bf abroad se ane ke baad shadi hogi,,,, ye sunkar to muje aisa laga koi meri saase le gayi,,,, dil kar raha hai uski pass jao,, usko bolu peyar karti hu tumse par himmat hi nehi thi...( koi khabi ektarfa peyar na karo Yaar ye bohot hi takleef deti hai) ruhi ki gam main fb pe ek post di thi...post main likhi thi
........ ( প্রেমিকার শরীর অন্য কেউ ছোঁয়ার আগে যেন প্রেমিকের মৃত্যু হয়..........)

Meri post pe ek lardki ne comment kiya agar usne kushi se aap body kisi ko touch karne de,or aap ni romantic moment ji raha hai to tume kya problem... Main ne kuch nehi reply kiya or usko ignore karne lagi,,, par wo meri inbox pe ake tex karne lagi...( tex kuch aise thi..)
Person... Hi.. Hi pattar,,, Hi devdas lite,, Hi attitude wali,,, hey broker,, Baat to karo yaar,,,
Main irrited hoke reply kiya problem kya hai aap ki,,,baat nehi kar raha hu matlab nehi karna chati hu baat aapse to aap kyu bar bar tex kar rahi ho,,pls taang mat karo...
Usne reply kiya muje baat karna hai aapse,,, pls thoda baat karlo na... Main hu falak rahman tanha.... Itna bhi buri nehi hu,,,aap mujse dosti kar lo....

Main ne boli ye nehi ho sakta,, main dosti ki khabil nehi hu,, to aap mujse dur hi raho,,, usne bola muje karna hai dosti,, aap bas ha kardo warna main aap ko aise hi taang karungi....pls karlo na dosti... Main bhi ok bol diya,,, or long breath li,,, Finally pain nikal gayi meri saar ke uopar se,,, ab kon karegi baat,,, badi ayi dosti karne wali.... Falak rahman tanha name to sundar hai,, par sundar ya bandar meri kya,, main kaha baat karne wali....

( dear readers pator hospital main admit hai, main unki cousin sister hu,, aap sab pls unke liye pray karna,, o bas jaldi hi tik ho jaye,,, kyu ki hum sab na idiot se bohot peyar karte hai...)