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Ovi...tanha pls or 1 din ruk jao na.... Kal chali jana aap...aj aap ko chod ne ka maan nehi hai...mere liye 1 din aap nehi rukh sakti ho kya...babu man jao na sorry na...age se gussa nehi karungi.... Galti ho gayi...jo saza do gi sab manzur hai.....bas aap maat jao..

( aap log soch rahi ho aise kya huaa jo unko manana pard raha hai...actually rimsha or tanha mil ke muje suddenly  daar dikha diya jiske waja se appi ki di huyi gift meri haat se girke thod gayi isliye unpe baras gayi....jab gussa shant huaa to khud guilty pe hu or sab kuch bigad diya usko tik karne koshish kar raha hu...)

Tanha... Nehi rehna hai muje...aap na rehne do,, pattar jaise name waise bhi dil hai... Aj hi sab khatam kar dete hai aise zabardasti relations ki koi zarurat nehi hai..aap azad hai, muje nehi rehna aap ke saat...

Ovi...areh galti ho gayi na..maaf kardo....age se aise nehi hogi...aap jo bologi wo karungi mein...man jao na.....

Tanha... Nehi karni baat aap se...gusse mein aap apna control  kho deti ho...muje nehi rehna aap ke saat...done mein se aap ko 1 Choice karna hai mein ya gussa....

Ovi... Unko back hug karke boli Areh ye to asan hai na.. Mein aap ko chun liya ab maaf kar do.... Wo kuch nehi bol raha hai  to unki neck pe kiss karne lagi..phir bhi response nehi mil raha hai to unko turn kiya or bolne lagi aap kya chati ho....jo aap ki dil mein hai bol do....

Tanha... Aap kudko change karo, aise rehne se kuch nehi milegi aap ko.. Bas takleef hi milegi.. Aap ko sab ke saat milke rehna hai or sab ke liye jina hai aise akela jine mein koi fayda nehi hai...kuch ganta pehle aap ne jo bhawal machayi na uske liye to ammu ro rahi hai....or aap bol rahi ho mein aap ko maaf kardu...sorry ovi aise hai to aap muje bhul jao....

Ovi....aap sidha sidha bolo na aap kya chahti ho,,, aap ko meri saat rehna nehi hai to aap ja sakti ho....baad mein lout ke maat ana....or ha change hona asan nehi hai time lagta hai....aap ko jo karna hai soch ke bol dena....force nehi karungi aap ko.... Ye sab bol ke waha se chali ayi....

Aap sab soch rahi ho na aisa kya huaa hai jo sab mahal barbaad kar diya,,,to chaliye khahani batati hu aap ko....

Appi ki reception se ane ke baad raat 10:30 pe ammu ke pass gayi or boli appi ki shadi ho gaya hai to ab muje bahar jane ki ijazat de do....ammu ne saf saf mana kar diya....

Ovi... Ammu aap samajte kyu nehi ho muje bahar jana hai....yaha mein nehi reh sakti hu....

Ammu... Kyu nehi reh sakti tu....kya problem hai yaha rehne mein....

Ovi...meri dreams hai bahar jana,,,azad rehna,,,to aap muje bahar bhej do...

Ammu...mein ne na bola na to wo na hi rahega....mein tuje bahar nehi bhej sakti hu...

Ovi.... Yaha meri daam guttha hai,,,agar aap ne muje bahar nehi vej sakti ho to mein kisi din suside kar longi tab pachtaana....

Meri ye baat complete hone se pehle abbu piche se aake muje thappad maar diya...pehli baar abbu ne muje mara....

Abbu... Tu meri beti nehi hai isliye aisa bol rahi hai...razia usko bolo meri akho ke samne se dur chali jaye... Usko bahar jana hai na sab intezaam karo...jis time wo bahar kadam rakegi na us waqt hum athmahatta kar longi....hamari mara huaa mu bhi usko dekhna naseeb na ho... Teri jo marzi hai wo kar par humko abbu ammu kehke 2 bara maat bhulaygi ye final hai...razia hamari koi beti nehi hai aap ye samaj lena.. Hamari room se tu bahar nikal....

Room se bahar aake chat pe chali ayi...maan to kar raha hai ki chat se khud jao or sab ko kushiya de du par soch ne rokh liya....chaat pe akela rone lagi... 2 hours rone ke baad room pe ayi or appi ki di huyi gift se baate karne lagi....  Appi aj aap ki zarurat hai hum aj akela pard gaye.,...koi muje samajta hi nehi siwa aap ki....jab aise mein baate karne mein busy tab piche se rimsha or tanha ake muje dara diya... Appi ki di huyi kach ki gift thod gayi or abbu ki gussa mein un dono pe nikal liya....

Ovi.... Pagal ho kya aap dono....rimsha to pagal hai par tanha aap to aise harkate maat karo....relations pe aa gaya iska matlab ye nehi ki meri saar pe uotke masti karo....meri hi galti aap ki baato pe ake ha kar diya.... Aap ki shakal muje maat dikao....

Rimsha+ tanha... Sorry... Ye bolke dono bahar chali ayi....

Ghar pe to sab ko patha chal gaya sab kuch isliye sab shocked hai....

Fuppi....ovi beti tujse ye ummiid nehi thi...gussa shant hone ke baad mafi mang lena....

Gussa or guilt ke saat chat pe ake khudko marne lagi....itna joro se mathe pe punch kar raha hu ki asmaan gum raha hai aisa lag raha hai....dhiwaro pe punch karne lagi...last pe sharp pattar wo se haat katne lagi phir bhi gussa shant nehi ho raha hai to khud hato pe bite karne lagi.....aise hi khudko shant karke room pe ake so gayi....subah uotke patha chala tanha jane ki zid kar raha hai to unki pass chali ayi....

Ye thi kahani tanha gussa hone ki...

Abbu ne bina nasta karke kaam pe chali gayi...ammu ne bhi nasta nehi kiya. Tanha or rimsha bhi ignore kar raha hai..issi waja se mein bhi nasta nehi kiya... Or bahar chali ayi....kuch time baad appi ki call aya to unse baate karne lagi...

Ovi....ha appi boliye....

Appi... Kya bolu be tuje....pagal hai kya tu....tuje kya zarurat thi bate karne ki...

Ovi... Chodo ye sab aap.... New kuch hai kya wo bolo nehi to mein phn rakh raha hu....

Appi... Meri pass aa ja....hum dono problem solve karte hai....

Ovi...abhi maan nehi phir khabi....rakh raha hu....baad mein baate ho jayegi.....or ha mein hostel ja raha hu... Aj se hostel pe hi reh longi mein or sab ko bol dena....or kisi ko meri fiqar karne ki koi zarurat nehi hai.... Phn cut karke sim nikal liya or hostel jane ke liye soch liya...