Nafrat Ka Journey 💔💔

25...khone se daar....

Kuch time aise hi thi,,,or lambi saas li... Kismaat achhi thi isliye naak se khoon ana off ho gayi....Appi se puch ke washroom pe chali ayi( tanha ke behen)  fresh hoke room pe ayi...

Appi T... Problem batao... Huaa kya hai tume achanak....

Ovi... Kuch nehi bas aise hi,,,aap cinta na karo....pls tanha ko ye baat nehi batana....

Appi T... Tum smoking karte ho kya....?

Ovi... Nehi appi aisa kuch nehi hai...neend nehi huyi na isliye...

Appi T... Pagal dekti hu kya mein...such such batao tumhari problem kya ha....

Ovi... Kuch nehi hai problem.. Wo neend or tensoin ki waja se shayed aisa huaa...

Appi T... Dusri thappad nehi khana hai to bol do such...

Ovi... Wo appi pehle smoking karti thi ab kaam kar liya,,,khabi khabi kar leti hu... Neend puri na hone ki karan BP low ho gayi.  Or tik se na khane ki waja se shayed weakness hai or kuch nehi....

Appi T... Koi injury hai kya saar pe...

Ovi... Nehi appi aise kuch nehi hai, ha choot lagi kahi bar...wo bhi halka sa...

Appi T... Doctor ko dikha do...or phir khabi smoking maat karna...kuch problem ho tho muje batana...

Ovi... Ok appi,,,aap pls tanha ko kuch nehi batana...

Appi T... Ok or thank you,, tanha ka kiyal rakna...

Ovi.. Ji shukria....

Room pe ake dekha to ammu so raha hai or 3 pagal baat kar rahi hai...

Ovi...muje sona hai to pls side ho jao...or pls muje pereshan maat karo...

Tanha... Tik hai na aap...?

Ovi...ha mein tik hu bass saar pe dard ha raha hai...

Tanha...aap so jao mein aap ki head massage kar ke de raha hu...

Ovi.. Thank you...

Phn leke ammu ko call kiya...

Ovi...ammu....

Ammu... Bolo kya baat hai...

Ovi.. I miss you..

Ammu...tu tik hai na baccha....kuch huaa to nehi tuje...

Ovi...tik hu ammu bass aap ki yaad bohot araha hai,,, sorry ammu....

Ammu... Pagal tu cinta maat kar....subah jaldi aa jana...

Ovi.. Ji ammu..  I love you so much,,khiyal rakna aap na....

Ammu se baat karke santi lag raha hai...

Zoya...ovi kuch huaa kya tuje...

Ovi... Nehi bandar,,tik hu mein... Ab sone de muje....

Jitna mein sone ki try kar raha hu paar neend nehi araha hai...appi ki dur jane ke baat andar hi andar muje maar de raha hai... Kya karu mein...kaise reh longi mein unki bina...yaad to bohot aayegi appi ki...

Tanha... Ovi kis baat pe aap pereshan ho...share kar sakti ho aap mujse...

Ovi... Kuch nehi meri queen aap so jao...

Tanha... Uotne ki koshish maat karna so jao...

Tanha ne meri forehead pe kiss kiya or bola so jao meri king... Jo baat aap ko sata rahi hai wo sab tik ho jayega...

Kuch time aise hi lete thi par neend nehi aya.. Irritade hoke uot gayi...or tanha ko boli aap or zoya so jao mein hu ammu ke pass...

Room se bahar aa gayi or kula asmaan o ki niche beit gayi.... Muje kula asmaan or dark room bohot pasand hai,,,  sochne lagi
Kyu aisa ho gayi meri zindegi... Kyu mein abnormal wo ki tarah hu,,,,har insaan ki tarah kyu mein meri feeling bayan kar nehi pati,,,  kyu muje sabse dur rehna pasand hai...family ke peyar, dost ke peyar,,,sab hi to hai mere pass to phir kyu mein baki o ki tarah zindegi ji ne pa rahi hu... Life pe kya chiye muje ye find out karlu to jina asan hai,,,warna kahi din depression se suicide kar longi.... Tahna ko kya kush rak pawongi,,,Appi ne jo zimmedari diya uska kya karu...mein to peyar karne ki layek bhi nehi hu,,,kisi ko na takleef de sakti or anjane mein de diya to khud ko marne ki maan karta hai,,aise kyu,,,sab to dard dete hai na... Jo bhi hai mein abnormal hu...haar insaan ki tarah meri soch nehi hai,,,ammu se baat karni hogi,,,sab ko jo pasand wo muje kyu nehi pasand,,,ghar jake ammu se baat karni hogi...
Time dekha to 1:30 ho gayi,,, ab room pe chalna chiye warna ye dono pereshan ho jayegi..