Phir Mohobat

Part 15

(Teja went to change and Karan got freeze after hearing Teja. Karan sat on couch while pulling his hair. )

Karan in his mind:- Nahi.....nahi ye nahi hone de sakta hu mai. Teja ko mai dard nahi dena chata. Muje usse apne se dur karna hi hoga. Vo muje pyaar kese kar sakti hai. Maine toh aaj tak sab ko hurt hi kiya....fir chahe vo meri family ho ya friends. Mai uske hurt nahi dekh pauga. Agar mere saath rehegi toh dard hi milta rahega. Nahi.....nahi mai aesa nahi ho ne duga.  Mai usko bol duga ki durr rehe chache uske liye muje uska dil hi kyu na todna pade. Thod der ke liye hurt hogi fir thik ho jaaegi. Atleast long time pain se toh dur rahigi. Yaa.... mai usko apne se durr kar duga. (Tear escape from his eyes. )

(While Karan was lost in thoughts Teja came out saw him holding his head in frustration. Teja got scared looking at him. She quickly kept things aside and went to him. Put her hand on his shoulder. But this time Karan didn't jerk her hand because he knew the touch very well. )

Teja:- Sunny.....(In her sweetest voice. ) Kya huaa hai??

Karan in his mind:- Kyu??.....kyu?? Tu itni care kyu karti hai??  Tera awaza mai bhi itna pyaar. Mera mann kar rahi ki bas sunte hi aajo. Nahi ......nahi Karan pigalna nahi hai. Tuje usse baatna hi hoga ki vo tujse durr rahe.

Teja saw him lost so she again called him.

Teja:- Sunny.....

Karan jerk her hand and in rude voice:- Kya hai ha ? Yaha par insan shanti se baith bhi nahi sakta kya ? Jab dekho chaper chaper do min shaanti nahi mil sakti??

(Teja got scared due sudden jerk and outburst as a while ago he was normal and now...She almost had tears but she controlled herself. )

Teja in her mind:- Kuch nahi Teja....lagta kisine kuch bol diya hoga issliye gussa hai. Tu patience rakh.

(Karan saw her scared and started feeling guilty. )

Karan in his mind:- Kitna darr gai hai bechari. Nahi Karan aaj nahi aaj tuje usse hurt karna hi hoga taki future mai usse tere actions se problem na ho.

Teja:- Karan kya huaa hai???kisne kuch bola hai kya?? Kisne tumhe pareshan kiya kya?

Karan in rude voice:- Ha...(said little aloud. )
Tum ne muje pareshan karke rakh diya hai.

Teja while getting confused:- Maine kya kiya??

Karan:- Ye jo tum hara  bhola pann hai na ye mere samne nahi chalega. Tu yeh sab drame kar rahi hai na....meri care karna.....concern dekhna...ye sab camera ke liye kar rahi ho na taki sab tum sympathy de.... ki tum ne ek bichare insan ki help ki emotionally. Tu mere emtions ke saath khel rahi ho na....

(Hearing this Teja got tear in her eyes they started flowing. She even started sobbing. )

Teja while sobbing:- Muje nahi pata tha ki tum mere bare mai itna low soch teh ho. Karan, tumhe sach mai lagta hai ki mai yeh sab camera ke liye karti hu??

(Karan's heart was aching seeing Teja's condition. )

Karan:- Waah...ab rona bhi shuru kar diya hai. Sahi hai aur sympathy mil jaegi.

Teja while sobbing harder as each and very word of Karan was pricking her heart:- Karrrann....you really think i do this for sympathy??

Karan:- Ya....otherwise what would be other reason to do? Mai lagta hi kya hu? Pheli baar isse show mai mile hai aur tum behave aesa karti ho ki pata nahi kab se jaati ho?

Teja:- You really wanna know why i do things for you??

Karan:- Nahi jaana kyu ki tum dekhati zarur ho ki tum selflessly kar rahi ho par ab jake muje tum hara motive smaj aa gaya hai. Tum ye sab audience ko impress karne liye kar rahi ho.  Tejasswi tum mera use kar rahi ho game mai aage jaane ke liye??