(May 10th,2022)
Flipped a coin to see if I should get high today
Didn't call heads or tails
Either way my depression will get it's way
As needed,
We just all abuse it
I can't wait for them to kick in, my minds gone
But the numbness never last very long
I'm dying but hiding behind a smile that's livin'
If I speak up, would they just tell me all my sins are forgiven?
I shouldn't be feeling like this but this life continues on the same
People rising up and I'm just stuck playing this waiting game
Hated myself my whole life, then the sun came
But little by little obstacles got in the way
Now I do anything in reasonable amounts to feel okay
Even though it feels like I already wasted away
I can hide this, because it's only hurting me
So just let this drugged and lifeless body be
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Your Struggles is What Creates Your Depth
PoetryA collection of poetry,and random thoughts written when I was struggling to find my way.
