(August 30th,2023)
Cigarettes and energy drinks shouldn't be my breakfast
After slurping down vitamins and minerals and eating all the organic
I drive until it feels like I never lost you
How did I spend my whole life being rejected just for my body to reject you
Blood fills these walls just to help them tumble down and I'm left lifeless even more than you
I act like I'm picking up the pieces but I go to sleep feeling everything I shouldn't because of this awful pain in my stomach
It reminds me just how much I lose all over again
Eating and sleeping feel like purgatory
While wanting to meet you becomes hell
Somedays I wish I never tried
As it all goes back to normal and forgets you
But I can't I've tried
The part you left eats away at me
Until it whispers death
And acts like nothing heals me with every single step
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Your Struggles is What Creates Your Depth
PoetryA collection of poetry,and random thoughts written when I was struggling to find my way.
