(May 16th,2022)
I just don't know how to deal with this
My mom's dying and my dad's losing his mind
But I'm so angry because of what they've done
And how they've made me feel my whole life
Every time they start in on me and ridicule who I am
I want to snap and scream
But I don't
Because I don't want to fight one day
Then have one gone the next
I feel guilty
Because I've been feeling so damn depressed over this and other shit while they are going through hell too
But they make me feel so small
My mind lately has just been an overwhelming free fall
And I'm afraid to take one more step
Knowing I'll fall over the edge and never come back...
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Your Struggles is What Creates Your Depth
PuisiA collection of poetry,and random thoughts written when I was struggling to find my way.
