(October 19,2022)
If I were to choose to love any of my demons it might be anger, she loves me with her whole heart
She spent her entire life fighting for me.
My unresolved trauma likes to act like she runs the show but truthfully she disappears the most. She only comes out when it's Anxiety's turn to feast.
I've tamed Depression, she still try's but it's easy to fight her. She just needs a new mindset and to get up and do something for herself that makes her feel free.
Anxiety watches and waits in the corner on her throne mocking me. You never feel her move, but you always feel the weight of her claws wrap around you. She grabs you and throws you over the edge just to hold one of your fingers while she saws off the rest. No one sees you fight her. Because she begs you to keep her secrets. She's the one that scares you the most. The one that would kill you first. She's the one with the knife, and does nothing at all to soften her blows. You are always questioning, always hiding from her. She is the master at hide and seek. She even gets you while you sleep. I have tamed many beast but Anxiety is the one taming me.
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Your Struggles is What Creates Your Depth
PuisiA collection of poetry,and random thoughts written when I was struggling to find my way.
