( February 4th,2023)
I've never felt an ache like this before
The need that edges down your spine with so much force
You fall to your knees
The way when you walk in and my heart skips a beat and the smile I held back now is all for you
How the world melts away the second you let your hair fall past your shoulders
And I get a whiff of your sweet scent
How when you look to me to talk about what's on your mind
Knowing I'll keep it to myself
The way your cheeks flush when I say something out of pocket to make you smile
How you giggle so softly
But it still echoes in the kitchen
The times you talk to him about you wanting him to get rough and do things to you
The same way if you gave me a chance I'd take you into that cooler and push you against that shelf
Grasp your delicate cheeks in my hands
And kiss you with every last breath in my entire body
Anything you wanted I'd give to you without question
I've never felt a burning sensation on my lips and in between my thighs
Like just every single moment you make everything okay
How much I want to be the one you reach for when you are falling apart and my arms are what holds you together
The way that behind that smile I know the days you are hurting the most
How your face can't lie to me
I've never wanted to break up a friendship so bad like I do with you
Why do you have to flirt and say so many things that make me so infatuated with you
When you talk in your native language and it sends a chill down my spine and I just want to spin you around to face me
I'm scared to admit I'm falling because if loving you and you knowing means I lose you
I'd rather burn to ashes because of the flames you ignite in me then say goodbye
When you are what keeps me shining
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Your Struggles is What Creates Your Depth
PoesiaA collection of poetry,and random thoughts written when I was struggling to find my way.
