(December 20th,2022)
I wish I could tell someone about what's been going on inside
I've dropped hints to so many people but I hide this really well
This week I've been crying more about it
Convincing and begging myself not to even think about it
My head is tangled in the sadness and forgotten joy
But deep down there's no hope
I want to say something to everyone but then I know I won't get a word out
People around me seem to think I tell them all my secrets because I'm open about so much
But no one really knows what's on my mind these days
How I kiss you goodnight in my dreams
Before you float away
I'm heartbroken daily
And it feels like every little cry is gonna shatter me completely
But I just smile away
Ignoring the sleepless nights
Where I see everything it should have been
And could've
But knowing if I keep up this mask
I won't be heartbroken when the mirror looks back at me
And turns away
Because a mirror doesn't speak when a person decays
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Your Struggles is What Creates Your Depth
PoezjaA collection of poetry,and random thoughts written when I was struggling to find my way.
