AT YOUR SERVICE

28. Envy 💦🔞

Jungkook's smile slightly falls when he sees Jimin next to me, the both of us laughing lightly at something he said. His eyes hint at confusion but he can't say anything now. We're in the main lobby waiting for the elevator, people are all around us. He can't risk it.

Once we make it inside and the doors close, I feel his arm snake by my waist and he pulls me towards him to hug me.

"Hi baby. I've missed you." he kisses my lips in a sweet peck. I don't miss the quick glance he gives Jimin before he lets me go as the doors open again. I give Jimin my own glance and notice how he tensed up. His jaw is clenched and he's looking straight ahead. He doesn't waste a single second and steps out of the elevator before the doors even finish opening all the way. "Have dinner with me?" he asks as we walk out too.

"Um, yeah. Sure." I can't help but feel bad for Jimin. It shouldn't bother me at all but I just can't help it. All I can imagine is, if our roles were reversed, I'd feel shitty seeing the person I care about kissing someone else. No matter what's happened between us, it's still not right.

We make it into Jungkook's room and I go sit on the edge of his bed. I don't want to start an argument but I also don't want this happening every time he sees me with Jimin, even if he has a right to feel the way I can imagine he does.

"What was that?" I ask.

"What was what?" he asks nonchalantly.

"You kissed me just to piss him off." I'm looking at the floor. I can't even bring myself to look him in the eyes. I know this is going to start an argument.

"No, I kissed you because you're my girlfriend and I haven't seen you all day and I missed you." he scoffs. Great, he's getting mad. No turning back now though, I already started this.

"That's why you side eyed him as you kissed me?" I turn to look at him. He looks mad. His brows are furrowed and he's clenching and unclenching his jaw. His tongue poking the side of his cheek, there's a dark look in his eyes.

"I didn't side eye him." he says lowly.

"Babe, yes you did. I saw you. Jimin looked mad when he stepped out. That wasn't ok. I don't need you using me to piss him off." without meaning to, I start to raise my voice.

"Who gives a fuck what he felt? You're my girlfriend, not his. Why were you guys even together anyway?" He's raising his voice too.

"I went for a walk and he happened to be there, too. We talked and cleared some things up. Then we walked back together."

"You talked?" He doesn't seem happy about this bit of information.

"We talked." I nod.

"So you're on good terms again?"

"I mean, I guess. At least, we're gonna try to be."

"So this is gonna happen again? You're gonna go off with him and do who knows what?"

"Don't do that. Don't fucking do that. We've had this discussion before. You knew I was gonna talk to him, we literally just talked about this, Jungkook. Stop fucking blaming me and assuming the worst of me all the time." Even if you have every right not to trust me. I fucked him.

"I just don't want you spending time with him. Talk it out, sure. I don't want things to be uncomfortable for you at work. But I don't want you spending more time with him than you have to. Not when you two were fuc–."

"Jungkook, stop! Do you realize what you're doing? We're literally having the same argument we had back when I first came to the company. Do you really want to go there again? I'm with you aren't I? I chose you. Please, just stop. I don't want to fucking argue with you right now." Be mad. You have every reason to be. I betrayed your trust. Hate me. I do.