AT YOUR SERVICE

33. Fallout

"What is going on?" Yoongi says as he comes towards us.

"Is everything ok?" I hear Namjoon's voice.

One by one, they all came out, stopping to stand all around us. I couldn't breathe, I couldn't see anything through my tears. Jimin helped me up and held me. I felt his head shake, his chin was resting on mine. He was probably telling the members not to ask.

"I fucked up! I fucked up so bad! He knows and he hates me!" I cried into Jimin's chest.

"It's ok. Come on. Let's go back to your room." says Jimin quietly.

"But what happened? What is going on?" asks a very concerned Tae.

"I said not now Taehyungie. She doesn't need this right now." Jimin snaps back. Jungkook's door flies open again and he steps out, fire burning in his eyes.

"You know what she doesn't need, Jimin? You protecting her. But sure, be her knight in shining armor after you were just the villain that caused her harm. I did everything for her! I loved her, I took care of her, I was there for her when you weren't! I was there when you fucked up and made her cry. She doesn't need to be protected like a fucking princess because she's not innocent!" yells out Jungkook. His chest is heaving with how angry he is. I can't even look at him with how much shame I feel.

"Jungkook stop. This isn't the time or place–." starts Namjoon before Jungkook cuts him off.

"No, hyung. You know what wasn't the time or place? A fucking company dinner! But she still did it. She still fucked Jimin while we were all there! When they disappeared and we were wondering where they were? They were fucking right under our noses! That's why she left me. That's why she couldn't say anything. She left me because she cheated on me with Jimin and I didn't know about it until now." his hands were running through his hair in frustration again.

"I'm so sor–." I start but he cuts me off, too. He glowers at me and looks at me with so much hatred and hurt that it makes another sob escape my mouth without me meaning to.

"I don't want to hear another fucking word from your mouth. Don't talk to me, don't text me, as a matter of fact, lose my number. I don't give a fuck if it's work related, you can find someone else, anyone else to handle it. But not you. I'm fucking done with you, y/n. Actually, why don't you just quit and go back home? It'll be better for us both. I can't even look at your face. You disgust me." His words cut me like a knife. The tightness in my chest returned and I was having such a hard time breathing. I couldn't see anything past my tears. I've never felt so utterly broken. I felt Jimin's body jerk like he was about to charge at him but I held him tighter. The last thing we need is a fight in the middle of the hall. Jimin doesn't move, instead he holds me tighter too as my sobs threaten to shake me to my core. I can feel how tense his body is, I can only imagine the looks he's serving JK.

"Jungkook, I said that's enough." said Namjoon in his authoritative voice.

"It'll never be enough, hyung. I don't understand why you're protecting her. She doesn't deserve it." Jungkook spat back.

"She doesn't deserve you going off like this in front of everyone, either. Yeah, she fucked up. But does that mean she deserves everything you're saying right now? She's human, Kook. Humans make mistakes, we're not perfect. I understand you're angry and hurt but look at her, really look at her. If that's not someone who regrets it all, I don't know what is."

"I don't give a fuck if she regrets anything. She shouldn't have done it. I would never hurt her like that! But Jimin did. He hurt her over and over and over again and she still chose him!"