Why doesn't anyone love me?

Chapter 6

Nandini's pov

I woke up feeling the sun in my face making me groan, I grabbed my phone and saw it was 10. Its a Saturday so we are good, I looked to my left and saw Manik's back towards which is a rare occasion because he sleeps facing me.

Its been such a good month with him around, im not sure what we are I mean ya we are friends but sometimes when I think about it I feel more than a friendship towards him, I hate when he is sad, I hate seeing girls come up to him and throw themselves on him, I love when he laughs or smiled at me, it makes me so happy

Im not sure about this feeling and I also dont know if he feels like this but I dont ever wanna let go or live without him, he is really important to me. When I think of manik the first word that comes to my mind is love and I dont know why. I have been constantly thinking of the reason behind it from the past week since that incidence

So manik and I were on the couch watching tv and he put his head on my shoulder which has became a habit of his that I do not mind at all.

FLASHBACK

"Nandu" I hmmed in response, "ek bat bolni the" he said and I nodded, "bolo"

"Tum na meri life mai tab Ayi thi jab mai khud ko khonai ki kagar pai tha, jab mera hath thamnai wala koi ni tha, jab koi ni tha mujhai batanai kai liye ki dkya sahi aur kya galat hai. Tumnai mera hath jab sai thama hai tab sai meri zindagi sambhal gayi hai. Mai ni janta ki mai tumhari life mai kya hu par tum merai liye sab kuch ho" he whispered with droopy heavy eyes

"Aww mera bacha, manik I will alway be here no matter what happens, Nandini is forever with you okay keep that in mind" I said and he nodded

FLASHBACK OVER

That night he fell a sleep holding my hand and having monster inbetween his chest and the bed, I adored him just laying there eyes closed, lips parted and let me tell you, I have been doing that ever since. I watch him sleep, it gives me a warning feeling and I love it

Today for the first time his back was towards me making me sigh, I covered him with blankets and hopped in the shower. When I came back he was still sleeping so I decided to make us some breakfast.

I was making aloo paranta and I had chocolate chip cookies in the oven baking becasue they are manik's favourite. I was really busy cooking when I felt arms around my waist making me jump a little but I relaxed sensing manik's touch, it gave me goosebumps because he has never done that before

"Good morning bacha", "good morning nandu" he whispered in my neck and I clutched the kitchen counter a little trying not to squirm.

"What's wrong monkey" I asked and his hold on my waist tightened a bit, "Manik bacha whats wrong" I asked flipping the paranta

"That looks good" he said peaking at the paranta, "well if you shower and get ready then I will give you some with dahi and maybe even a piece of chocolate" I said and he giggled

"Yes please" he kissed my cheek and ran to the room making me chuckle at him.

There is something up with him, he seems awfully quiet today for some reason, usually on Saturdays as soon as he is up he is blabbering, running around either talking to me or monster about his week. But today he is behaving different, he has never put his hands on me like that not that I minded it, I actually loved it.

He does hug me all the time and kisses my cheek or forehead but never has he held me like that, I guess there is a first for everything right

"Nanduuu" I heard him call my name, "yes manik", "I can't find my t shirt" here we go again, him and his ability of losing his things so quick