Why doesn't anyone love me?

Chapter 12

"Guys lets go, bus leaves in 5 minutes" said the teacher and cabir and I quickly put the bags in the storage of the bus and got in. Nandini was sitting behind navya so cabir obviously sat beside navya and I sat beside nandini and how can I forget mr aryamn sat across from us

"Manik" I hummed, "I am sleepy" she said and I smiled, "I know babe, do you want a sandwich or something before sleeping" I asked and she shook her head but then came a freaking. Hand with a sandwich

"Here Nandini" said the infamous idiot aryaman, "thanks but im not hungry" she said moving my arm and putting her head on my chest, she wrapped my arm around her waist from the band held onto my hand

"You sure, it might help you sleep better", "no im good I just wanna sleep" she mumbled in my chest and I looked up to aryman who had a frown making me smirk

"Manikkkk" nandini mummbled and I chukled at her, "goodnight babe" I said kissing the top of her head and moving a little to have her comfortable in my arms

she cuddled closer and within seconds she was a sleep, we hadn't even started moving yet and she was passed out, I looked at cabir and navya who were also passed out, how do you these people sleep so quickly I thought

The bus started moving and I put my jacket on nandini just in case she gets cold, I rested my head on the seat and watched her sleep in my arms. I never knew I could actually grow up and be loved by someone so much that it would push me out of my insecurities but nandini has managed to do that.

She has this thing to her, she has taught me how to live. In these 2 months with her I have started actually talking for myself and not just taking everything people have to throw at me. She has taught me to be myself, to live the best life I can and I wish I met her sooner.

There was a time in my life when I was living like a dead person, I was just a body walking around nothing more, I did what I had to for the bare minimum and ate a little, that was it. That was my life for about 10 years and I have not complains anymore because god gave me nandini.

I heard Nandini groaning making me look down at her, "you okay babe" I asked and she opened her eyes, "I can't get comfortable here ahh I just wanna sleep on a bed, i wanna go home" she wined with watery eyes. Thats the one thing I have noticed about her, when she has had a lack of sleep she tends to cry or get super moody

"Dont cry nandu, umm okay put your legs by the window and lay down on me" I suggested and she quickly put her legs by the window and rested her back on my chest. I put both arms around her waist resting them on her stomach.

She entwined her fingers with mine and put her head on my chest leaning back. She covered her legs with my jacket and looked up at me with her sleepy eyes

"Yes whats up" i asked, "umm nothing" she said and I watched her gaze shift from my eyes to my lips and back up to my eyes making me smile

I honestly would have kissed her but I wanted to wait, wait until she is officially mine, I wanted to wait to ask her to be my girlfriend first

"Shh sleep" I said smiling and she pouted a little making me chuckle, "soon babe, for now sleep, you are exhausted I can tell by your eyes, so close them and dream about me" I said kissing her forehead and then her nose but she opened her eyes wider making em chuckle

She moved up a little and kissed my chin, then snuggled in my chest closing her eyes making me smile, I kissed her head again and caressing her hands that were in mine.

I could tell she wasn't a sleep, she was thinking something, "nandini stop thinking", "how do you know im thinking", "babe 2 months is a long time to know habits, okay what are you thinking about" I asked

"Manik I have changed a lot" she said and I wasn't sure if that's a good thing or not