Why doesn't anyone love me?

Chapter 9

Lets just say the car ride was eventful, manik was blabbering about random things, we finally got home and I tell you it was the hardest thing to get him up here becasue the man wanted to sleep on the floor. After getting him up here cabir and navya left and I closed the door

"Come on big guy up up" I said walking him to the room, "ahhh" he screamed falling on the bed scaring the shittt out of me

"Shit, are you hurt" I asked and he just giggled, "no, you got scared" he asked and I took a breath

"Manik you like me right" I asked and he nodded, "the most" he added

"Then please change kar lo" I said and he nodded, he took his t shirt off and then his jeans making me turn around but he giggled at it

"I am dressed" he said and I turned around to see him in sweats and no t shirt. I love seeing him shirtless, he has abs but holly he is handsome. Focus nandini focus

"Is my baby hungry" I asked and he nodded, "Maggie" he said and I smiled, "come on lets go" I said and he put his hands around my shoulder following me to the kitchen.

"Manik sit" I said patting the counter and he shook his head instead he slipped his hands around my waist and kept his chin on my shoulder

"Nanu pata hai tum na meko bohot pasand ho, I feel my heart racing when you near me, I feel like crying in your ams when I feel sad, I feel like I just feel like you are my whole world. do you feel the same way babe" he asked and I swear I cant even stand straight right now

"Babe" his voice was husky, so all I could do was hum, "do you feel the same way" he asked again

"I do manik" I said and he smiled, "you do ahhhh I am so happy" he chirped like a child

"Its ready" I said and he let go of my waist but I swear I want his arms around me for the rest of time

"Yummy" he licked his lips eating Maggie sitting on the counter top, I cleaned the kitchen while manik was eating

"Last bite for you" he said and I smiled eating it, he gave me the bowl and I gave him chocolate. I washed the bowl while he ate and once I was done, I stood inetween his legs and wiped his lips becasue they were covered with chocolate

"All done" I said and he leaned forward, "if I wasn't drunk I would kiss you nandini" he whispered and I bit my bottom lip

"Don't think I am not gonna remember this because I will, i can be drunk, wasted or somewhat unconscious but when you are next to me I remember everything" damnn is he really trying to kill me

"Manik umm", "I know meko bhi bohot dar lag raha hai, agar tum mujhhai chod dogi toh", "I would never, not now, not tomorrow, and not in the future" I said and he hopped off

"Lets get you to bed" I said and he followed me to the room, I tucked him in and turned around but he grabbed my arm, "kaha ja rahi ho" he asked, "im gonna get you a lemonade and I need t change" I said and he nodded leaving my hand

I quickly changed and got him a lemonade slipping down beside him, "here baby" I said and he sipped on the lemonade making a face "I dont want more" he said and I chucked, "its yummy, it'll sober you up" I said and he shook his head, "please no more" hearing his cute voice I melted so I put the lemonade on the night table

"I dont like you being close to that human, he is not nice and he even hugged you and kissed your head, who does he think he is huh" he complains putting his chin on my stomach looking at me

"Why dont you like him" I asked, "becasue he thinks you are his and he likes you, you know what I mean" he looked adorable, "no I dont know" I said hiding my smile

"Uff ohh, he like you in a boyfriend girlfriend way and I dont like that" he explains, "why not, I am single, he is single then why not" I said just teasing him but he looked sad, he put his face down on my stomach

"Agar woh tumhai khush rakhega toh koi ni, agar tumhari khushi usmai hai toh mai kuch ni kahunga" he whispered,

"Acha ji" I said and he nodded, "but I thought you like me" I said

"I do, I really do, but I want you to be happy and smiling hamesha and if you dont feel that with me then its okay" he whispered

"What if I do like you", I asked and his eyes twinkled, "you like me" he asked, "I do, more than you will know" I said and he smiled scrunching his nose

"So you'll be mine in the future" he asked making me smile, "if you want that then yes" I knew I wanted this

"Nandini you are mine" he said and I smiled but he leaned and kissed my forehead, "he kissed you here na" he said and kissed my cheek, "are you jealous baby" I asked chuckling

"I am not" he said like I had asked a stupid question, "yes you are" I said

"You are mine Haina" he asked laying back down on my stomach and I nodded, "say it na" he wined

"I am yours Manik, all yours" I said and it felt so good to say that, he smiled,

I caressed his hair and he stared at me the whole time, his eyes were becoming heavy but he refused to close them so I caressed his cheeks and he leaned into my touch still looking at me

"Goodnight handsome" I said and he smiled "goodnight babe" he whispered looking at me, I smiled hearing him refer to me as 'babe'. I kept caressing his cheek and he slowly fell a sleep holding monster in one hand and his head on my stomach

I realized that I love him more than I was leading on, he makes me happy and giggly. He makes me feel like a 16 year old who falls in love for the first time. The fact that he was jealous makes me smile and he called me his which sounded perfect and not suffocating.

I admit I am his, and he is mine, I didn't just say that becasue he is drunk, I genuinely meant it. He wanted to kiss me but he knows his boundary, its so sweet that he acknowledged that he is drunk and it wasn't a good idea to kiss me drunk but honestly I would not have minded it. I cannot wait to see what he remembers about tonight haha,

Ever since he walked in or actually bumped into my life he has been the last thought in my mind when I go to sleep and the first person I think of when I wake up. He has me wrapped around his fingers since day 1 and I love it. He makes me feel wanted and loved, loved by him. I fell a sleep thinking about Manik just like I have been from the past month.