Why doesn't anyone love me?

Chapter 5

"Give me your hand" I said and she looked down, "its already in your hand Manik" she said and i realized her left hand was still in my right hand

I massaged this one pressure point in-between her thumb and pointer finger, I used to do that when I get migraines, because no one was with me to take care of me.

"So the plan for today is we are going to practice cause we haven't even decided a song and this pandit or whatever is being on our asses" said cabir while I kind of ignored everything and just focused on massaging the point on her hand

"Cabir im not practicing today, this fucking headache is just gonna mess up my whole day" nandini said

"Give it 20 more minutes" I said and she looked confused, "just trust me" I said and she nodded

"Hello friends and hot hot stranger" said a girl as she sat down beside me

"Ahh fucking hell, not today man" nandini mummbled

"Hi handsome" she said caressing my arm and I moved closer to nandini.

"Hi soha" navya said, "hi navya, who is this hottie" she said and I inched closer to nandini

"Nandu" I whispered and she caressed my thigh a little, "its okay, she is just a bit much I know" nandini whispered back and I nodded

"Are you single hottie" soha said and before I could say anything she moved her hand under the table to my thigh

"Umm yes" I said

"Yay really that's great, umm wanna meet me tonight" she said and my grip tightened on nandini's hand

"Soha quit it" nandini said but she just moved closer

"Umm can you please move your hand please its uncomfortable" I said and nandini moved her hand thinking im talking to her

"Not you nandu, her" I said and nandini moved back and saw her hand on my thigh

" move your hand from his thigh especially when he has asked you to or you are getting dragged down like a fucking mop down this hallways" nandini said in the calmest voice

"Oh whatever Nandini dont get so worked up he isn't your boyfriend, is her your brother" "noooo" I said as soon as she said that and cabir and navya laughed

"Then calm down nandini and you mr hottie see me tonight okay" she said and I frowned

"No thank you, im not interested" I said softly and she moved her hand to my other leg shifting closer. "You have such soft hands" she said and I giggled

"Soha you are touching my hand" nandini said smirking, she moved back and looked at her hand that was placed over nandini's which was on my thigh

"Soha leave him alone" nandini said, "what if I dont" she is really not wanting to let go of this, nandini took a deep breath

"Soha, not every guy who comes here is a piece of meat and manik is clearly not interested in you so move those legs out of here" damnn nandini is on fire

"Manik ohh cute name" she said and I was getting very upset at this

"Soha, I am not interested please" I said looking down and she kissed my cheek making angry

"Ewwww, grosss chiiii yuckkk ewwww" I gagged at her lips touching my cheek, I rubbed my cheek so hard

"Baby stop, its turning red" nandini said grabbing my arm, "come sit on this side of me" she said and I got up so fast and moved to the other side of nandini.

"Jeez manik, it looks so red" she said caressing my cheek softly, "she kissed my cheek" I whispered looking down, I felt horrible I felt my eyes watering a little but I closed my eyes and put my head on nandini's shoulder

"I wanna go home" I whispered in her shoulder and she caressed my cheek, "we will go home baby" she said and it seemed to clam me down a little,

"Soha if I see you round manik again im gonna rip your hand and put it in the other one, I hope thats clear now fuck off" she yelled at her

"Oh whatever, he will come find me one day" she said and I pouted, "no I will not I dont like you" I said and she left

"Dude that was an epic fight" cabir said and I pouted, "nooo it was not, I was scared" I stated

"Scared for what" asked cabir, "she is so chipku, I was scared she would jump on me" I said honestly and the two of them started laughing like a manic

"Rude" I said and nandini kissed my head, "its fine, these two idiot are always on some crack or some shit" this made me laugh while they pouted

We headed home and started practicing, nandini's headache was gone which was good. Our routine was going home from college practicing, eating, watching tv, assignment, sleeping and maybe hanging out on the terrace.

It has been a month since I moved in with nandini, she makes me fell like a baby, she is so sweet and nice all the time, she makes me food and even helps me with everything. I thank god every day for giving me nandini, she is a blessing in my life. She never yells at me but when she is upset with me which is rare she is very calm.

It is currently 2 am and I am having ice cream sitting on the kitchen floor, i was actually hungry so I thought to make something but then dropped that idea becasue Nandini would wake up so im having ice cream well I had some rajma chawl that nandini made for the night time and now ice cream too.

"Oh my fucking good jeeezzzz manik I thought someone broke in" I heard her standing there with a shoe in her hand

"Solly I was hungry" I said and she took a breath, "ill make you something bacha but get up from the floor" she said giving me her hand and I got up.

"Manikkkkkk" she saw it oh nooo, "you ate the whole tub of ice cream", "nooo nooo woh cabir han cabir ate some when he was here" I lied

"Liar, put it away now" she said and I took one last bite putting the almost empty tub in the freezer

"Sorry mujhai bhook lag rahi thi bohot zada" I said, "toh why didnt you wake me up" she asked putting her hair up in a pony tail

"Im full now" I said becasue I actually was, "are you sure" she asked and I nodded but she looked hesitant, "sachii muchii" I said kissing her cheeks

"Manik" she said wiping her cheeks becasue I had ice cream all over my lips

"Back to bed mani" she said and I nodded, she followed me to back to the room. I slipped in the blankets and she grabbed a cloth

"Come here" she said standing beside me and I leaned up, she cleaned my lips and then kissed my cheek. She put the cloth away and closed the lights slipping in bed beside me.

"Solly nandu, I didnt mean to wake you up I was just super hungry so I thought lai kuch bana lunga par tum uth Jati na tom maine rajma chawl kha lia aur phir ice cream dikh gayi toh solly" I whispered, my face on the pillow beside nandini and she turned to me

"Are baba mai gussa ni hu, par Bacha agar bhook lagai toh next time wake me up okay" she said and I nodded in the pillow

"All fun now or should I make you something" she asked, "no no im super full now it was yummy" I said licking my lips and she smiled

I put my head closer to her and grabbed her hand, she caressed my cheeks humming something as I closed my eyes, "goodnight cutie" is the last thing I heard before I fell a sleep.