Why doesn't anyone love me?

Chapter 27

Nandini's pov

He looks numb, he looks broken and I dont know how to comfort him and make him better. I also know its gonna take some time.

I walked to the closet to get him some night clothes, I came back with sweats and he had his eyes closed

"Mani baby change" I said and he opened his eyes and shook his head

"Okay ill come with you" I suggested and he got up, he held my hand and we walked to the bathroom

I sat on the counter and he started changing while I closed my eyes, I felt him walking closer to me so I opened my eyes and saw him shirtless wearing sweats I gave him

He stood infront of the sink and I opened the tap, he washed his face and I turned the tap off. I grabbed a towel and he stood infront of me water dripping down his face to his chest

I dried his face and his chest followed by a peck on his chin. "Come on handsome lets sleep" I said and walked with him to our bed

"Lay down be comfy ill be back in a second, I am gonna put on shorts" I said and he just looked at me, his gaze followed me to the bathroom, I intentionally left the bathroom door open just in case. I came back really quick and slipped in the covers beside manik, I turned the lights off but left one lamp on

"Manik its okay, we have to talk about it right" I said and he looked at me with tears in his eyes, making em feel helpless

I moved to a comfortable spot leaning on the back headboard a little, I opened my arms and looked at manik. He leaned in and put his head on my shoulder, his face in my chest, I felt him crying

"Shh you cannot waste such precious tears on someone who doesn't even care about you, baby I understand she is your mother right but has she ever cared you tell me" I asked and he shook his head

"Is there any reason why we should dwell on something we cannot control, she is very selfish mani, if she cared she wouldn't have said what she said, you know that right" he nodded in my chest

"Talk to me baby" I said and he sniffled

"I I don dont know nandini" his voice trembled

"What dont you know baby"

"I used to think that she doesnt ike me but I never knew she didnt want me, she said dad payed her to have me, I cannot deal with this right now" he said and got off my chest but I pulled his arm

"I need some alcohol nandini let go of my arm" it broke my heart to hear that

"No you do not come here I have got you honey" I said and he laid back down on my chest

I caressed his hair with one hand while caressing his back with the other hand

"I dont wanna be in this world anymore, i wasn't made with love nandini it was a compromise, she was payed its like a transaction, my life is a fucking transaction. I should have died, I I should die" he mumbled and I pulled his face up to mine

"DONT YOU FUCKING DARE SAY THAT AGAIN, NEVER AND I MEAN IT. JUST BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T CARE DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE, I GET FUCKED UP IF YOU ARENT WITH ME AND YOU THINK YOU SHOULD DIE. WHAT ABOUT ME MANIK. DO I NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU?" I couldn't help but raise my voice, pleading for answers

He put his head down on a pillow beside me just staring at me, his eyes showed pain but I wasn't sure how to get rid of it.

"You are the only person in this world that I can rely on, love, expect things from, the only person who has right over me, you mean everything to me, there is no manik without nandini and there never will be" he whispered