Why doesn't anyone love me?

Chapter 35

Nandini's pov

come on Nandini you can do this, dont worry about it, its not like he is someone random its Manik, your Manik, your husband. I tried boosting my ego and taking a one final look at myself I wiggled the door open and saw Manik's eyes shift from the tv to me

He gasped like a really loud gasp, his eyes widened as they moved checking me out, his eyes travelled form my eyes to my toes and back up as if he was trying understand my intention which I mean trust me shouldn't be something hard to figure out

I closed the bathroom and walked to him, his eyes stuck on my hips as I moved closer to him. I stood right in between his legs and I kid you not within a second a single freaking second I was under him as he hovered over me

"You are really testing my control nandini and this is definitely not helping me control" his voice was very husky as his eyes travelled from my chest to my eyes

"I wasn't trying to Help" I whispered, I swear I sound like a child who is hypnotized by candy or something

He placed his lips on mine, his kiss wasn't like usual, it was rough, possessive full of desire and love, he pulled back feeling me breathless, his lips didnt leave my body though, his lips travelled from my jaw to my neck

"Umm Manik" I cannot believe that noice that just came out of my mouth

He hummed smiling against my neck, he bit my neck leaving soothing kisses down my neck moving to my shoulder, he moved the step letting it fall off my arm, he continued dropping kissing on my body moving down

I couldn't help but tighten my hold on the bedsheets under me trying to control moaning, I umm it was getting hard to not moan, he unclasped my bra making me gasp which he took as an opportunity to kiss me and slide his tongue in,

I was so lost in his kiss when I felt his hand move down to cupping my boob in his hand making me moan as he inched my nipple

"Mmm manik umm" i felt him smirk against my shoulder, "yes Nandini" he is such a freaking tease

He moved his hand down on the hem of my lingerie, sliding it down throwing it god knows where in the room, he moved back and just looked at me, I was naked infront of him

"Im just admiring baby, dont feel shy you are beautiful, drop dead gorgeous Jaan" he said moving my hand that was covering my parts

he leaned in doing his lips with mine, his hands moving down slowing rubbing down there, my hands were. Behind his neck pulling him closer to me. I needed him I didnt wanna play games I just wanted him inside me now.

I pulled his t shirt off and he moved down dropping kisses all over my body, he pulled me by my legs prepping kisses on my inner thigh making me jump a little when he bit a few spots

I suddenly felt his tongue down there and I couldnt think of anything my mind fogged up as I felt his tongue everywhere all over my folds, and all of a sudden, "Manik ahh ma I"

"I know, cum for me baby, let it go" he said and i couldn't do anything as I found my release

"Breath Nandini, breath babe" he whispered in my ear coming back up to me, I didnt realize I was holding my breath

"Breath jaan" he whispered again caressing my hair, "you okay" he asked looking in my eyes and I nodded calming down from my high

"Manik I want you please"

"You dont have to say please" he said taking his shorts off followed by his boxer and boy was I surprised

He chuckled looking at my reaction making me look down blushing realizing I had been looking at his very very hard member

"It'll be okay" he mummbled, he positioned himself right on my core and. Looked up at me

"Are you sure nandini" he asked aww he is so cute

"More than ever please I need you" I whimpered feeling his thing touching my core

"Its going to hurt babe, but it'll be better as I move okay, let me know if you want to stop, no matter where we are say you wanna stop and I will okay" he said and I nodded

He rubbed my core, leaned up to my lips and in one thrust he was fully in, making me scream in his mouth. He pecked my lips and stopped letting me adjust to him while he kissed my whole face

"You can move now" I said and it was such a beautiful night well morning haha, the night and morning were filled with moans and giggling, I absolutely loved it, I felt complete

Manik crashed on me, he fell on my chest panting, we both were trying to catch out breath coming down from out high

"I didnt hurt you right"

"No you did not, it was beautiful, thank you"

"Thank you fro trusting me and I love you"

"I love you more Manik" I whispered  caressing his back

He moved from on top of me making me pout, he pecked my lips, "come on" he said picking me up

"Manikkk put me down" I squealed as the sheet rolled away from my body,

"I have seen you naked babe and trust me you the most beautiful human on this planet, dont move around I know you must be sore" how can he always care about me

"Where are we going" I asked and he smiled

"We are going to take a bath and then you and I mrs malhotra will sleep because I have already stressed you enough today" he said smiling

He drew the bath and placed me in it, my eyes closed feeling the warm water touch my skin, I felt manik slipping in behind me, his chest touched my back as he pulled me closer

He gently massaged my whole body and I seriously almost fell a sleep, that's how relaxed I was, I put my head on his shoulder and leaned to the side to look up at him

"You know what manik" he hmmed pecking my lips

"I love you" he smiled hearing me, "I love you more"

"I am gonna fall a sleep can we go back to the bed" I asked and he kissed my head

He carried to from the bath and made me stand on my feet, he dried himself and I with a towel and slipped a huge t shirt of his on me well huge on me. He carried me to the bed and covered me with blankets walking away

"Manik"

"Just a second jaan"

He said and I realized he was gonna clean up the bathroom and unplug the bath, "manik come na mai subha kar dungi" I said and he came out in a few seconds in his boxers

He hopped in the bed, closing the dimmed lights except one, I put my head on his chest, his arms wrapped around my waist

"You feel okay" he asked stroking my hair

"I feel complete thank you for that umm it was so good I love it and I love you"

"Baby thank you fro trusting me and I love you more umm about our make out/jam session well lets just say I loved it too" he said

"Umm not to forget you were so loud baby" he teased of course how can he leave a chance

"Oh shush up" I said slapping his chest softly, making him laugh, this made me smile

We fell a sleep talking as the sun came up, I could the the beautiful colours in the sky as I felt my eyes droopy

"Goodnight shona" was the last thing I heard, "goodnight baby" I whispered in half sleep