Anidita - My Soulmate I trust

Anirudh proposed Bondita for marriage

Bondita's pov:

Thakuma dragged me forcedly to haveli, to my room and thrown me on bed.

She started shouting on me. But immediately Constables came to my rescue.

One constable asked 'Why are you shouting on Bondita Das like that?'

Thakuma: This is our house matter. You are nowhere related in this

Constable: But she is a major person in her mother murder case. If something happens to her or someone troubles her you and we will be in trouble.. Our jobs will be in risk and you will get arrested. So please go away from here.

Thakuma frowned and before leaving she told that from tomorrow onwards I will not be going to school. After 10 days my marriage will be happened and she left

I smirked carelessly. Because my marriage will happen with death and with this marriage I will unite with maa baba and live happily in sky with them. I can leave you all forever and ever..

But next moment I remembered sakhababu and unknowingly a feeling of sadness , gloominess surrounded me.

After 4 years I have met sakhababu, I felt so relieved in my mind. Today is a great day for me. I got justice ..I got justice.

I folded my hands infront of Durga maa small idol in my room which is given my maa long time before and said 'Hey Dugga maa! You proved that you are caring for me. I thought that you have forgotten me on the day baba passed away and every creature trying to touch me. But today you came to me in form of Sakhababu and saved me. I am so happy. Now I can happily come to you Dugga maa. I can happily come to you.'

Again a sad thought: should I really have to go? After seeing Sakhababu it seems like my courage is coming back. He is reminding me old Bondita in Calcutta who used to argue, smile happily and courageously putting my thoughts frankly infront of others.

Where did I lost myself? Why I have became this way? When did I change into a weak minded person?

What did sakhababu teach and what am I doing?

The day Baba had left the world I felt so alone but however gathered courage for maa..I thought Thakuma is there for us. Chakraborty kaka also used to look after me like a daughter. So with these persons help I thought I can happily live my life.

But ..what happened in real?

Chakraborty kaka turned to be a devil. Thakuma is least bothered about my feelings. Shomik kaka will not bother in our matters because if he support me Thakuma or kaki used to tell him that it's a ladies matter so he is supposed to stay away and make him desparate by not allowing him involve in our matters.

Tupur hates me and Tapur although concerned she had to behave Accordingly to her mother instructions. With continuous taunts of Kaki and Tupur cursing me all time these suicide thoughts came in mind.

I prayed to Dugga maa that 'Hey Dugga maa! Long back ago I have promised Sakhababu of becoming lawyer and I am unable to fulfill the promise now. Please forgive me for leaving that in middle itself. Let him find someone who can fulfill it. But you please take me from this world as soon as possible, that too before my marriage.'

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Author's pov:

Thakuma is talking with Chandrachur about the recent match which she fixed to Bondita with a groom named Nilesh Ghosh. As Bondita is getting fits problem Whenever grooms are coming to look for her this time she had not arranged any meeting. Rather she had shown Bondita from distance and offered huge dowry to groom's family. They agreed infront of her.