Anidita - My Soulmate I trust

Anidita growing intimacy , Badal couldn't bear labour pains

Author's pov:

Tulsipur villagers for some days tried to maintain distance from Roy Chowdhary family.  Trilochan and Anirudh also didn't bother. But they couldn't be stubborn for longer time as Roy Chowdhary family is highly influential they too retorted villagers in temple that humanity is the biggest dharm and forgetting humanity is the biggest sin. So they are made to keep quiet and bent head.

Anirudh convinced his kaka that time only will change them we should stay strong on our ideals.

Days are passing by. Anirudh and Bondita personally are getting closer. she started trusting him more than before and able to observe his habits very closely. She  got confidence on her Patibabu and cherishing in his love. Especially winter nights are giving wonderful feeling to both of them.

Anirudh is also enjoying her company but he always used to warn himself that her health is more important , her condition should not become like Badal at any cost.

But her beauty, her talks and smile and sometimes her fierce avatar is creating havoc inside and is giving test to him still controlling it for her safety.

One day she gathered courage and asked him to explain the details written in kama sutra book. He told her that she should have positive mind towards it. She told him that she is ready as she trust him deeply more than herself.

He is so moved away to see her trust  and explained what exactly happens between husband and wife. This time she didn't react terribly and smiled back to him as if convincing herself by telling to herself loudly: You can do it Bondita..you can do it. Everyone does this in their life. You have to co-operate with Patibabu. How long can he control?

He narrowed his eyebrows and asked: Bondita what are you doing?

She asked: why I am preparing myself. I can do it. We will do it Patibabu. We will go to next level.

Anirudh cupped her cheeks and told: No not by forcing your mind. I am so happy that you trust me from your heart but you still need time

Bondita: Patibabu I am ready.

Anirudh kept his finger on her lips and said: shhh We should take more time. Its about your studies , your body and health also.

Bondita: Patibabu I am studying well. You know that I am upto date in studies and getting good Percentage even after we started sharing room. Then still don't you believe me?

Anirudh: I know Bondita my sweet heart is very good at studies but we should not neglect yiur health, right!?

Bondita: may be you are over thinking about my health.  why do you think I am unhealthy? See I am quite healthy and shown her arms as wrestler

He laughed at her and she puffed her cheeks.  He pulled her to him from her back  and told her huskily:

Bondita, I know you are healthy. But consummation leads to pregnancy.. If it's started once may be things will go out of control and I  May proceed till final stage of consummation. I don't want that to happen now you should not get pregnancy before 20 years of age. .We are seeing Badal . She is risking her life and we are unable to do anything. Not only Badal but many women face life and death problem at the time of pregnancy. I don't want that to happen . Then I won't be able to forgive myself for ever and ever. Rather than this we can wait and make sure that you are completely healthy and fine from a gynaecologist and able to conceive then only we proceed for the next level.

Your health is more important to me Bondita.(he said emotional) I can't imagine my life without you

Bondita wiped his tears and embraced him by rubbing his back.