Bondita's pov: After he wished me on my 16th birthday at midnight he then lifted me and took me to bed and wished good night with my forehead kiss and asked me to sleep.
I don't know why but I feel like I don't want to leave him and want something from him.. I remember well, one year back I felt disgusted with the picture I have seen in kama sutra. But now I am not feeling that much of disgust and I want to laugh on myself and instead of disgust and nausea feelings, surprisingly curiousity feeling came into my mind.
I ..I ...I should not say this loudly or feeling too embarrassed to concur even in my thoughts but I want to try that posture once with him.
I just looked at him intently but I couldn't tell him what's going on in my mind , he asked me to sleep as we have a hectic day and next day is not only my birthday and our anniversary day but also our Little doll poornima annaprashan day.
From tomorrow onwards she will be given solid food along with milk.
He is turning that side. I slowly came to him and wrapped my hand around him. He too held my hand and said without turning to me : Good night Bondita
I got disappointed that he turned aside and held his shirt and pressed my face more tightly to his back.
He turned to me and raised his eyebrows with a smirk. That means he is doing it intentionally and want me to express my desire openly. In all matters he grasp my intention easily and when coming into this matter he.. huh! What to say. Patibabu will become Dusht babu to me in this matter.
He asked me again: what Bondita? Do you want to say something to me?
I said: haa..I ..
He: you...
Me: I..my fear is gone. I gained courage.
Patibabu: When did I say that you don't have courage Bondita? You are my sherni Bondita. He pulled my cheeks and kissed it .
Me: Patibabu, I am telling that I gained courage. I believe you and I love you
Patibabu: I know it and you also know na I too love you and believe you. Ok good night.
He is turning that side and I couldn't control my angry and I hovered on him and said: Budhu babu and hit my forehead to his forehead.
He said ouch and rubbed his forehead. I felt guilty and started blowing air and said sorry.. Patibabu.
He then pinned me to bed and came above me but he is not putting his weight on me and told: I grasped your intention and pecked my lips. But right now no.
I asked with disappointing tone: why?
He: Just wait for 6 months Bondita.
Me: Oh so you are worried about my final exams and law entrance exam. Isn't it? I am upto date in syllabus, Patibabu.
Him: I know Bondita. But I want to start it peacefully with you in holidays. By that time it will complete two years of reaching puberty. We will do it slowly...step by step ..with love .. we will cross each phase, cross all barriers , explore each shade of love at each year.
Me: why slowly?
He raised his eyebrows and asked : why..are you that curious to reach final phase?
Me: I told you na I believe in you. I am ok with it.
He in teasing voice: wah Bondita within one year only your nausea feeling went away..
I frowned at him and he said: It's about the matter of your health, Bondita. At one side we are preaching to entire village and other side we should not set bad example, right!?
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Anidita - My Soulmate I trust
FanfictionThe story revolves around Post independence era where Bondita Das is a student going to school who is struggling and leading a painful life. She is disgusted of the fact that her Thakuma Kalindi Das wants to arrange marriage for her and she started...
