Author's POV:
In living room, Binoy and Trilochan strictly advised Bihari and koyli not to involve in Anirudh and Bondita personal works. Avoid their works as much as you can. From now onwards they will start taking care of eachother.
Bihari raised doubt: Till tomorrow we can manage Malik. But what about later.
Trilochan: Give any reasons to avoid their works as much as you can.
Binoy: Da! these both Bihari and koyli completely cannot ignore them. We should not forget that there is Anirudh Roy Chowdhary on the other side
Trilochan: yes whatever you say is also fine. We can never underestimate him who catches the culprits by their facial expression and gestures, body language only. (Binoy nodded as yes and Trilochan thought for a while and told their servants)
Ek kaam kar tum donon, din mein 2-3 baar unke kaam karne keliye chale jao. Baki ham tumhe dusre kaam dekar bhatakte Hain
They both nodded.
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Anirudh's POV:
My happiness had no limits. Bondita
..my Bondita had feelings for me. She had felt love for me, she desires for me..but..do I deserve it? After all I have manipulated with my words and married her. I should also clear everything.
I turned to her and said: Bondita.
She is in my embrace and said: hmm without lifting her head (as if she is in trance and according to her, she is in her nest..)
I continued..: Bondita, mujhe bhi apne dil mein daba karke rakha hua guilty feelings ko share karna hai tujhse.
She lifted her head and asked: Kounsa guilty feeling hai Patibabu.
I took her hands in my hands and kept near to my chest and said with bending my head: I..I have manipulated you with words during our marriage. I mean as soon as Sumati maa body is brought here I came here to see you and saw you after 4 years when you are speaking with maa photo. I heard that you also want to go out of this world. I couldn't take the fact Bondita, it made me so restless. So I didn't delay and took psychiatrist suggestion for your condition. He suggested me that only your husband can only heal you and I narrated what all .
Her eyes started dwelling tears in disappointment.
(Bondita's pov: That means Patibabu had sympathized with my condition and married me out of pity or mercy as a friend. I should not cry infront of him to show my heart break..)
Anirudh's POV:I grasped what's going on in her mind. I can read it in her eyes and told her immediately yeh sympathy nahi hai Bondita,.
She looked at me painfully it seems like she is gulping tears in her throat.
I cupped her cheeks and said : That's not sympathy but an emotional feel, a pain for you , which I had not given the name of love at that time and a bond which we both share since your childhood.
Why I am saying all these is : you didn't get a chance to select your husband.
I bent my head and said: To get you out of that hell and to stay with you by marrying you is the only option left.
I have manipulated you that I am also going to commit suicide to stop you from committing suicide attempts. I don't have any guilty for making you my wife but I do carry guilty of snatching away your right to chose your husband of your choice. Sorry Bondita.
She lifted my face and asked looking into my eyes: Are you happy with me Patibabu. Say honestly.
Me: I am always happy and honoured to have you in my life Bondita, but..
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Anidita - My Soulmate I trust
FanfictionThe story revolves around Post independence era where Bondita Das is a student going to school who is struggling and leading a painful life. She is disgusted of the fact that her Thakuma Kalindi Das wants to arrange marriage for her and she started...
