When Bondita confessed her possessiveness towards him, Anirudh is having mixed feelings - one side he want to laugh on her, other side an unknown happiness that someone in his life is feeling authority and possessive on him but hardly suppressing to think of it, other side he is feeling guilty for making her feel angry and hurt. Even though she is younger it doesn't mean that he can neglect her feelings. Also a feel of shameful and guilty is also creeping up in his mind for catching other woman's hand and dragged her infront of his wife. He should not have done that. May be he could have handled soudamini by maintaining distance.
He said with guilty feeling by catching ears: sorry Bondita, very sorry.
Bondita looked at him, removed his hands from his ears and caught hold of her own ears and said: No I am sorry Patibabu, I grasped that you are trying to bring the truth out,I should not have think like that.
He said it's ok now time is getting late you should go to sleep. She is not moving and looked like hesitating to ask something.
He looked at her and asked: Do you want me to ask anything?
Bondita: Patibabu, that .. nothing
Anirudh: Tell me Bondita
Bondita in thoughts: I want to ask you many things. I want to tell you more things. But don't know what to ask how to ask.
Anirudh: Bondita, ask me
Bondita: S..sasurji and Somnath dada hates me, Patibabu? Don't they like me? Do they feel that I am not suitable for you?
Anirudh took a deep breath and said : It is their problem Bondita. Not your problem you should not bother for the persons who wants to hate you without knowing who exactly you are.
Bondita: It's hurting me to see their hatred Patibabu.
Anirudh: I told you na not to think of negative things but only positive things. Despite of how much we try some of them will learn their mistakes by their experience and some of them will learn when life punishes them for their cruelty. Till then we should not be shattered, spoil our mind and heart , maintain it in peace.
Next time if anyone try to make you offend or feel unnecessary guilty Dont come into their words. Be strong in mind and answer them fiercely.
Bondita still lost in guilty somewhere: Ok Patibabu.
Anirudh imitated her and said : Say strongly Bondita, are you weak by heart?
Bondita smiled and said confidently and loudly : ok Patibabu. I am not a weak person but a strong person. I will stay strong despite of any difficulty.
Anirudh: Haa.. Shaabhash Bondita.
She smiled and going to her room and they heard a sound outside haveli that someone had fallen.
Driver shouting: Malik.
He came inside and asked Anirudh to come outside embarrassed to tell infront of Bondita . Anirudh also rushed her to go to sleep soon because he doesn't want her to see Binoy in drunken condition, he also told strictly to all servants that no one should behave oddly with her and especially if his father comes drunk Bondita should not know it.
But she already got suspicious and asked him what's happening as her sasurji already started blabbering something..
This day he is completely out he is uni to say anything.. Anirudh said nothing and asked her to go to her room
When they (Driver and Anirudh) are carrying Binoy to their room.Still Bondita stood there.
Anirudh saw her and told her firmly that: I don't want you to see all this commotion, if you still stay here I would really feel very bad Bondita. My father condition is not nice. I will manage him. So please go to your room.
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Anidita - My Soulmate I trust
FanfictionThe story revolves around Post independence era where Bondita Das is a student going to school who is struggling and leading a painful life. She is disgusted of the fact that her Thakuma Kalindi Das wants to arrange marriage for her and she started...