Anidita - My Soulmate I trust

Bondita's Teenage fantasies and her birthday demand

(In the days when Sudarshan and Kalindi with the help of their lawyer Bimal are planning and meeting the related persons for solution to Chandrachur problem, the following incidents of today's chapter have been happened.)

Bondita's pov: Patibabu is quite busy these days with his cases. The most important case he is dealing is that demon chandrachur case. After he made me do friendship with black clouds and rainfall he became quite busy. I want to enjoy rainfall with him and he too wants to spend time with me but not getting time.

On one holiday I went to meet my sampoorna didi . Patibabu went outside on a work and so I came alone with some sweets for her and for jamayibabu. I am walking to their house and saw them from distance itself.

Initially by observing from distance itself I was surprised to see her swollen belly. For few seconds I didn't understand why her belly is swollen then I realised that she is carrying baby Inside. She is pregnant. They are in their own world and are very intimate to eachother and didn't observe me.

If I was previous Bondita I could have shouted on sourav jamayibabu assuming that he had beaten my didi but all my misinterpretation is cleared by patibabu , he explained me that generally husband and wife will be holding, embracing and will be touching each other with love during their phoolsojja rasam time and probably every night so baby comes inside.

Later when I tried to ask him in detail in middle of my study time and that too in study room, he avoided the topic and told that it's not important and unnecessary for me right now , and also distraction from education. He told me that I need to focus on PUC course and law entrance exam.and he didn't explain me properly, cut the topic in middle. He also asked me not to go and gather details anywhere or from any sources, when time comes he will explain me properly.

I felt belittled with his stern reply and colour in my face is drained. Next second he realised that he is rude to me, bent on knees and held my hands and apologized me and told me lovingly that he is avoiding this topic for my welfare and requested me to understand. Whenever he says that it's for my welfare it's an indication that I should not think more about it and leave it on him as he knew better about my welfare than anyone. So I also smiled back and didn't bring that topic again.

(Author's pov: Anirudh is avoiding that topic because recently only her periods are started , she need to go through lots of changes in her body, mind and to explain in detail as he felt that she still didn't cross 16 years of age, most important thing is she need to focus on her studies also and when time comes if she really feel herself more sexual desires on him and express it to him after crossing certain maturity age then he will grant her wish. Till then even if her beauty and innocence is tempting him alot he is controlling it hardly. He is shouting on her which appears like he is rude to her but in mind he is blaming himself and reminding him his limits which should not be crossed at any cost. So he kept a signal that if he tell it's for her welfare she will not ask again or atleast keep quiet for time being because she respects him and never disobeys him as her teacher and he too knew that . So when he can't answer her he will use the statement- It's for your welfare Bondita, try to understand. That's it. Topic will be over)

Today when I came to my didi house I saw sourav jamayibabu making her walk in their frontyard, she is walking slowly with her hands on her belly and he is talking to her lovingly and whispering something in her ears and carressing her swollen belly and this made me feel curious and goosebumps erupted in my body and as well as in heart.

I imagined how nice it would be if Patibabu also carresses me like that on other parts of my body . But he unnecessarily won't touch me unless if any unexpected situations demand or I am injured or broken, shattered from inside. That too he carresses my head cheeks and shoulders. Not anywhere.