Entering the café moon with a smile on his face and a faint blush showing in his cheeks, the recent memory about confessing his feelings with mark makes the chinese male's heart flutter.
Renjun doesn't have the plan to confess his feelings to the canadian male yet since he just realized it a few days ago after the husbands came to join them for their barbecue party with nomin.
"I wonder what makes you smile like that injunnie..." taeil asked him with a teasing tone
With a tiny smile on his face, the chinese male tuck his black hair behind his ear as he put down his stuff on the countertop table.
"I just had a good sleep last night taeil hyung!" renjun answered taking out his sketchbook
"Really? I had good sleep too, but I don't look blooming!"
"Skin care taeil hyung!"
"Tss, I have skin care routine duhhh!"
The chinese male just shakes his head, he did not bother to spare the café owner and just focus on sketching something on the paper.
"Why do they look so good together?" renjun murmured under his breath looking at his reference on his phone
It is a photo of markhyuck that he secretly took a few weeks ago.
Loving two persons is both overwhelmingly happy and sad feeling for the chinese male. Happy, because there is no words could explain how it feels so nice and warm when he's with the husbands, well even if they're not together, the thoughts about donghyuck and mark being cuddly and affectionate with each other brings warmth in his heart. Sad, because there is no assurance of what the three of them have, at least the two is already sure that they're still together until the end , but what about him? Renjun doesn't have an idea of what will happened being romantically involved with two persons that already have an established relationship.
He have so many what ifs after he figured out that he's already in love with two people.
It's not like he's doubting about the three of them sharing the same feelings with each other, but rather asking himself if they could make this kind of weird set-up work?
All of that questions lingering without him even knowing what is the name for them.
"Hey renjun, what are you doing?"
The chinese male flinched at the sight of san behind him curiously peeking through his sketchpad. Renjun isn't quite aware of his surroundings because his mind is occupied by the thoughts of the husbands.
He quickly closed his sketchpad and smiled at the older "None hyung, I'm just bored so I'm drawing something..."
San nods at him before plopping himself on the vacant seat beside the chinese male "I didn't know you're into art injunnie." he commented facing the younger, tilting his head
Renjun blinked slowly at the older as he could see a mixture of curiosity and some kind of thing in its eyes that he couldn't seem to put his finger on.
"Uhmmmm... Yes, since I was a kid." he answered calmly, trying not to show his panic at how close san is to him, and to top it off, its eyes have some sparks in them like it is staring deeply into his soul
It's not that renjun is nervous because of the way older stares, but he doesn't want people to caught them in that position. They might think there is something going on between him.
While making a safe distance between him and the older, the chinese male almost jumped out of his seat when a sudden slamming of the café's counter top.
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Miracle | mk.l + l.dy + h.rj
Fanfiction"We never believe in miracle, until you came."
