Waking up in the morning seeing your lovers resting peacefully right next to you the first thing in the morning was one of the best feelings that renjun had in a while.
He is happy because he got to experience it and sad at the same time for the reason that...
This will be the last time.
Yes, it is the last time because he will be leaving them a few minutes from now on.
Wonder how he come up with this not so wise decision?
Because renjun already reach the peak of the feeling of he don't belong there, they only belong to each other's arms.
According to him, mark and donghyuck had already healed from the soul wrenching past that almost break them then he's there who acted like a superhero to save that, says the husbands.
Now that they're already happy, what is he still doing there? To ruin it again? He's definitely not going to let that happened because of his own feelings.
Not-so-wise decision is an understatement, because what this guy is doing is just downright stupid for thinking that this is a great thing to do after some minor inconvenience with his life.
Like whoever demon told him to do his decision making while being sad deserves to get buried six feet to the ground alive.
But the chinese male don't know that, because his mind is clouded with thoughts about different things.
Renjun then slowly take their arms off of him and carefully get up from his laying down position and tiptoe his way to the other room to avoid making stepping sounds.
When he gets to the room where his wardrobe was placed, the chinese male took his luggage and started to pack his things up quickly before they woke up.
He couldn't afford to get caught by them leaving, renjun has to leave right away before they wake up so it would be easier and less painful for the three of them.
Sigh... If only readers could enter this book and smack renjun's head right now.
Due to his adrenaline rush, the chinese male was able to finish his packing up in less than thirty minutes and is now getting ready to exit his way to the room.
But unfortunately for him, the tanned male says 'no' as donghyuck enter the room with the sleepy look in his eyes and its mouth is slightly dropped from yawning earlier.
"Uhhhmmm... Good morning?" renjun tries hard to sound cheerful greeting his lover but he ended up sounding like he's questioning his own existence in his tone
It makes donghyuck curious, then his eyes narrowed seeing the luggage renjun is holding "What was that? Why are you holding your luggage, junnie?" he asked and his suspicion grown as the older's other luggage came into his sight, why would renjun get all his stuffs out, is he going to clean them or something?
Renjun cleared his throat as he hold on to his luggages tight "Uhmmmm..."
"Renjun." donghyuck called with an almost threatening tone "Why are you having your luggage with you?"
"H-Hyuckie..." that's the only word that renjun was to say as he felt his tears is going to fall anytime soon
"I said why are you having your luggage with you?"
"I'm-----"
"I SAID WHY DO YOU HAVE YOUR LUGGAGE WITH YOU?!"
The suddenly outburst of the tanned male almost blew the chinese male out of the ground "Donghyuck..."
"Are you trying to leave us?" donghyuck's tears are starting to form as he asked that question
Renjun stared at the younger for a few seconds just let his tears roll down to his face "I'm sorry, hyuckie!" he answered before walking his way out of the room
However, before renjun could even took another step, donghyuck already got a grab of his wrist tight to stop the older from doing something that will hurt them.
"WHY ARE YOU LEAVING US, HUH? WHAT'S YOUR FUCKING REASON?" the tanned male yelled at the top of his lungs before getting rid of the stuff off of his lover's hand, then hold renjun's wrist more tightly to avoid slipping the older off "DID WE DO SOMETHING TO YOU, RENJUN?"
"Please donghyuck, let me go..." renjun said in the softest voice while his tears are continously flowing on his face
"AND WHY WOULD YOU THINK I WILL DO THAT HUH? YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE, RENJUN, YOU. WILL. STAY. HERE!"
While the two males are having an almost tug of war against each other, the room door had suddenly opened, showing the figure of the canadian male in the way.
"What is happening here?" mark stared at the two suspiciously and squinted his eyes as the view of renjun's luggages caught his attention "And why is your stuff everywhere, injun?"
The tanned male turned his head to face the oldest "He's going to leave, minhyung!" he answered holding renjun as tight as he can, not bothered if he's already hurting the older, he believe he could just say sorry later
The canadian male quietly gasp at the bad news his lover just deliver "What did you said?" he asked, trying to comprehend what donghyuck just stated
He could be wrong about the thing he just heard.
"I SAID, HE'S GOING TO LEAVE US MINHYUNG!"
Mark quickly ran to the chinese male and secure his arms around its waist as if his life depends on it "Why renjun? What is your reason huh? Can you at least tell the most valid reason why you're going to do this to us? Aren't we enough?!"
"Minhyung hyung please, let me go..." renjun said while his whimpers gets worse "You two can be happy without me! Please..."
"THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE, RENJUN ! YOU'RE LITERALLY THE ONE WHO MAKE US WHOLE AND HAPPY AGAIN, AND NOW YOU'RE DOING THIS? AREN'T THAT BE SO SELFISH OF YOU?!"
"I'm really sorry, Please let me go..."
"NO ONE'S GOING TO LET GO RENJUN, YOU'RE. NOT. GOING. TO. LEAVE!" mark said holding renjun tighter
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Only the sounds of the tanned male's sobs could be heard all over the room while being wrapped around mark's arms who is quietly crying his heart out because of the obvious reason.
They failed to make renjun stay.
And it hurts so much knowing how much a part of their heart was taken away after he left them a while ago.
"What should we do now, minhyung? He left the both of us hanging..."
The younger's tears almost fill the older's skin that makes mark hurt even more, the husbands thought they would never feel this kind of pain after chenle left them, but here they are having that again, and getting no valid explanation from renjun inflicts the pain even more.
"Please, minhyung... Tell me that it is not all over for us..."
Heaving out a long heavy sign, the canadian male nods in agreement "No, hyuckie, it's not." mark answered before pressing a tender forehead kiss on donghyuck
Who does renjun thinks he is? That guy have no escape from them no matter where he would go or whatever he'll do.
Why would they give up on him now when everything is going right? They would never stop until they get a proper explanation and get the three of them back together.
Nope, they're just crying but they refuse to let it go just like that.
To be continue...
A/N:
Last two or three chapters (depends on my mood, because i'm trying to finish it this week)
