"I don't know how the producers will choose to disqualify". Jake started the conversation between our dinner.
We're in the pantry table area with Jay and Youngbin, the four of us.
"Producers said they're not going to be looking at skills, just potential". Jake continue, leaving the three of us in silence.
"But that's sucks because none of us can really predict who they will choose". I said and covered my mouth when I remember we're still have mic.
"That only means if we don't do well on this test, the disappointment will be greater so they might think we don't have potential". Jay looks really worried.
I took of my eyeglasses because of frustration.
"But this is different. If we get disqualified, that's it". The more they talk the more I realize that what they're saying is true. It might happen to me, I might meet my family earlier than I expected and flew back to London, still useless.
The next day, we're called to get interview by the staff on what's going on right now.
"What do you think you will do if you didn't make it to the part 2?".I expected that they will ask this but why I'm still shock?
"Uhm... I don't want to think about that but if I didn't make it, I'll probably be back at Busan and wait for the time to be able to get back home with to my family...". I'm nodding while saying it. That's really is my plan.
"How about your life here?"...
It's D-DAY. For the past days we didn't encounter any problem because everyone is just enjoying it since we don't know what will be the results.
"Oh, I love this so much". I looked at my clothes that I'm wearing.
"It looks great!". Geonu said looking at it too then go back looking at what he's wearing.
I'm wearing the same clothes like them but the only difference is that I have corset but it doesn't make it so different because some of the boys also have leather with their outfits. I'm more than happy with that.
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While waiting, I'm started to feel uncomfortable with the corset for I don't know whay reason.
"What?". Sunghoon asked while his eyebrows raise.
"Can you loosen it a little? My fats are getting squeeze". I moved forward to let him see the string at the back since there's also another string there.
"You're really crazy". Sunghoon laughed at me.
"I'm sure Sunoo will feel the same with me when I say this is the moment where I need my phone to take a picture and post it on social media". I said when my eyes landed to the mirror beside me as I see myself with the performance outfit.
