Illicit Affair (Published With Etluxocpub)

18 - I Want You

Sunday Treat - mini SPG x2

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I was surprised when I saw Zander went up the stage. He was the representative of the company that we are going to collaborate. I haven't seen him for a month, and I can't explain why suddenly I want to cry. Seeing him on stage telling his audience about the resort his deep voice is like soothing my nerves. His voice mesmerize me as he engage his audience in a like story telling of the wonderful resort hotel. He has deep understanding of the resort and like he has been living here for a long time. I can't help myself but follow my eyes with his every movements. The way he move his hands, the way he brush his fingers in his hair and the way his hips move as he walk the entire stage.

After his speech, he went down together with the owner of the resort. I was stunned to learn that he is working as ordinary employee when in fact he work as executive in Chandler's. I need to talk him as I had a feeling that he is going to avoid me soon.

"Sir can I have a word with Zander for a while?" I politely asked his boss.

"Ok sure, you can use the office outside the conference hall." His boss agreed.

He walk ahead of me, as I trailed behind him. I went in the office after he open the door for me.

"What it is now Noelle." He asked me. "I hope that you'll continue to invest with this company even though I work here. I hope that you will not take your grudges against me to them."

"Is that how low you think of me Zander?" I angrily told him. I can feel vein forming on my forehead. I can see worry etched on Zander's face; I want to sooth all his worries away.

"It's not that. But the way you look at me like you want to kill me, I got to think that you might not want to pursue this collaboration. If my presence here in this company is such a bother to you, I'll resign so you can continue this collaboration with peace." He told me.

"How can you say that Zander?" I started to tear up. And then he hugged me. His tight embrace ease out all the tension away from my body. I was startled with how my body react to Zander's touch. He look at my face and wipe my tears with his thumb. I saw how tender his eyes when he look at me, and I was tempted to kiss him. He looked away and I wasn't able to help myself and hold his face in my hands. Oh God why do I miss him so badly. Why do I feel like this?

"Zander," I called his name desperately and then he dipped his head and claimed my lips.

I desperately clung on his arms as I deepened our kiss. Even though how much I tell myself that I am angry with him my heart still beat only for him. He is the only person can light up my body like this. As we continue to kiss, I pressed my body to him to let him know how much I need him. I feel his hands roaming at my back and he hook my legs up and carried me to the table. A loud moan escape from my mouth as his kiss travels to my jaw. My needy hands grabs his pants. I know I need him right now and I don't know how quench this thirst. I pull his shirt out of his pants as he unbutton my shirt. As I was about to unzip his pants there was loud knock from the door. I was startled with the loud knocking, and we separate abruptly. I can't look straight to Zander as I see him trying to fix his clothing and that remind me how disheveled I look.

"Sir Zander, the manager is looking for you. She would like to know if you are going to join us for dinner or you are going home?" a staff said.

"Ahmm, I'll see her after I finish here but I'll go home." I heard Zander reply.

I look at Zander, but he is not looking at me. He was hurrying up; I know he is going to leave me here without us talking. How pitiful I look right now; I am begging silently for him to spare me a second. And then he glance at me, but his eyes now are blank, no emotion of whatsoever.