Illicit Affair (Published With Etluxocpub)

34 - Distance Makes the Heart Grow Fonder 🔞

 I have been avoiding Zander since we arrive from Phuket. I am dreading the time we need to discuss our separation. I know Zander don't want us to live separately but due to work circumstances we need to be apart. I am going to terribly miss him. we need to talk this out between us and we need to work this out. But knowing Zander I know that I should not be worrying about our relationship, he has stayed faithful for the five years we are apart I am confident that he would stay like that always.

We spend his remaining leave days alternately from his pad, to our farm house and my family home. We improve the living condition in the farm house so that when he is back we would stay there most of the time. We took a lot of photos of our bonding moments. We had cook off that hurt our tummy when have finish it all off. Living with Zander proves to be wonderful, everyday is an adventure. No day spent with him was dull.

We also talk about starting a family, I know both of us wouldn't be able to produce offspring on our own, our only option is thru surrogacy if we want our own blood but there is also an option for adoption. Zander was agreeable with whatever I was presenting to him but I know he is apprehensive about it. We are both zero knowledge on parenting and we are just starting our relationship but nonetheless I am glad that this topic was brought up.

We agreed that while he is away for work I would stay with my mom. He don't want me to stay at my condo, he even told me to put it up on lease or sale. My Zander is one big jealous cuddly bear, if only I can keep him on my pocket I would have zip him up on it.

We went back to my family's house on the night of his departure. They would be flying on early flight, he told me not see him off anymore. I just have to sleep and wait for his wake up call. I felt him when he kissed my forehead and bid me goodbye. I felt his tears drop in my cheeks and my heart squished tightly. I didn't stir from my pretend slumber, as he walk towards the door I am tempted to go after him but I need to be brave, I'll be seeing him this Friday anyway as I have booked an evening flight to surprise him.

I woke up at 7am from Zander's call, I'm sniffling as I answered his call. I miss him more.

"Hey baby, good morning." How could he be cheery early this morning? I am here trying to move albeit sluggishly.

"Morning babe," I greeted him with endearment and I heard him gasp on the other line.

"Who's you babe, baby?" I can hear irritation in his voice and I want to tease him more.

"That guy....." I answered him

"Who is that?" he whispered yell but I'm giggling on my side.

"That guy I married. Hehehehehehe." I'm snickering while rolling on my bed, I like this possessive Zander of mine.

"Oh!" Zander sighed audibly.

"Yes, oh, my dear husband. Got problem if I call you my babe?" I asked him full of mischief.

"No problem baby. I've been waiting for you to call me with endearment but you have to moan my name when I make love to you." He whispered the last part but I heard it clearly. I got hot and uneasy.

"Zander, its too early in the morning and you're not here to help me." I scolded him. I run to the bathroom to ready my bath.

"Baby I miss you. I wish you are here with me. I'll be reporting to work in while. I'll call you again at lunch time." I can hear his needy tone and I feel the same way. I never thought that this kind of relationship is kind of hard.

"I miss you more babe, I'll be waiting for your call. So bye for now I'll be preparing to go to work now." I reluctantly ended the call.

I drag myself to work with much hesitation. I've been out of the office for almost a month and I know my work is file up by now. I was greeted warmly by employees I meet as I enter the building, some are congratulating and some are greeting with me wide smile. I just smiled back at them as I hurriedly go inside the private elevator.