𝖨𝖬𝖠𝖦𝖨𝖭𝖤𝖲 | 𝖡.𝖤.

𝘾𝙍𝙔𝘽𝘼𝘽𝙔

𝗯𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲

"CRYBABY" my classmates teased as tears weld up in my eyes. They were making fun of me because i failed my test and got emotional over it when it isn't my fault i'm like this. If i could change who i was, i would definitely get rid of this part of me.

"Leave her the fuck alone." the most popular girl of the school, y/n, said to the crowd of people surrounding me.

quickly, everyone left the classroom and i couldn't hold back my tears anymore.

"shh, billie it's okay" y/n said while hugging me gently.

"i-i'm such an idiot. If i had stuided a bit harder than i wouldn't have failed. I hate myself!" i say crying even more into her shirt.

"billie don't say that. You're one of the smartest people i've ever seen. Just because you failed one tiny test, doesn't make you any less smart. Don't stress yourself out on shit like that. Okay?" y/n says quietly, rubbing my back as i continued to cry.

i tried stopping but i couldn't. The tears kept coming no matter how hard i tried to keep them in.

"i don't like living as a stupid c-crybaby who can't control her fucking t-tears" i stutter out.

y/n pulls me away from her and looks at me, wiping the tears from off of my face.

"Billie, you are not a stupid crybaby. You just...have a time where the faucet in your eyes turns on and doesn't stop. Don't care what those people call you. They just don't understand this like you do. Like we do." she tells me.

"y-you deal with it too?" i ask surprised.

"well, if i didn't i'd be pissed off at how wet my shirt is because of you" she laughs.

"i-i'm sorry...i didn't mean too.."

"it's fine Bils. Really"

she stands up and takes my hand, bringing me into the girls bathroom with her.

"w-why do i do this?" i ask as she wipes my face again.

"because..your hearts to big for your body, that's why it won't fit inside. And because of that, you pour it out where everyone can see" she said.

i'm not too sure what it meant, but i think i'm okay with that.

A/n:
Made this while listening to 'Crybaby' on repeat :)