THE HELL KING'S BRIDE [UNDER REVISION]

†TDKB 50: Back To Life

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CHAPTER 50: BACK TO LIFE

She heard different voices in her head, vague images keep appearing. When she concentrated it becomes clear. All their voices and faces, it all comes together. Lahat ng mga ito ay unti-unting naging malinaw at pumasok sa kaniyang isipan.

Simula nang ipinanganak siya hanggang sa mapadpad siya sa kaniyang posisyon. Dumaan itong lahat sa utak niya sa isang iglap. It all comes through at once that's why her brain couldn't handle it.

She winced when her head throbbed again in pain. Madali naman siyang dinaluhan ni Heath nang marinig ang sigaw nito. Nag-aalalang hinagkan siya ng binata.

"My head..." nahihirapan niyang ani. "It's painful!"

Heath stroke her back. "Follow my lead sweety, breath in..." huminga sya nang malalim. "Breath out." then she exhaled.

May kinuha itong gamot at saka nito dinala sa kaniyang bibig. "Eat this so you can sleep for awhile. It will also make your headache gone."

Pagkatapos niyang kainin ito ay inalalayan siya uling humiga. She relaxed herself and sleep again. He didn't leave her until her breath calm.

Napag-alaman din niyang tatlong araw pala siyang walang malay. Naging matagumpay ang pagbabalik nya sa sariling katawan pati na rin sa alaala niya.

May konti pa ring kirot siyang nararamdaman sa tuwing sumasagi ito sa kaniyang isipan. The situation is out of hand so she wasn't able to control it.

Kahit na matagal na itong nangyari ay parang sariwa pa rin ito sa kaniya. She thinks it just happened yesterday. Napakabilis ng panahon hindi niya akalain na nalampasan niya lahat ng iyon.

Heath was sulking while seating on a chair across her table. Nasa garden sila at kasama niya ngayon si Samoa upang makapag-usap sila. Nang humupa ang sakit ng ulo niya naisipan niyang bigyan ng maliit na kaparusahan ang binata.

She decided not to talk to him because he failed to believed her before. She accepted her faith and loved him until the day she died. Ngunit nagpapasalamat din siya rito dahil nagkaroon siya ng pagkakataon upang makasama uli ang binata.

"Hindi ko akalain na ang ama ng pinagbubuntis mo ay ang mismong nagtangka sa buhay natin. Why did you love him?" hindi makapaniwalang sagot niya.

Samoa told her everything that had happened to her, including her pregnancy and the father of her child. They have a twisted faith—an innocent falling in love to the villain. Perhaps she can write a story about it.

"Hindi ko rin alam. I just know that he's not as bad as i think. Sigurado akong may rason siya kung bakit nya ito ginagawa. Pero alam kong hindi ito tama. Doing bad things cannot be justified because something bad happened in the past. Kaya gusto kong himukin siya para magbago."

"Paano kung hindi siya magbago?" tanong uli niya. "You know sometimes, You can't force people to change. Ang pagbabago ay dapat manggaling sa kaniya. Dahil kahit anong gawin mo kung ayaw niya talaga, walang magbabago sa ugali niya."

People make mistakes and they all have different level of flaws. They might incorporate disgusting personality. Perhaps some of them hate their selves. But rather than throwing this part of them, learn to embrace it in a good way. Ang dalawang magkasalungat na ugaling ito ay dapat balanse lang.

Heath's downside is his inability to control his anger. Nagiging delikado ito lalo na't nakakapanakit siya ng isang tao. Ang galit ay natural na nararamdaman ng bawat isa. When we feel intense pain and madness, we intend to express this anger towards someone or to an object.